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[44] Anti Depressants

~Sunday, March 11, 2008~
~5:38pm~

I slowly open my eyes.

I look around the still empty apartment.

I pick up my phone checking the time.

5:38 PM

I slept for almost the whole day.

I tiredly walk into the bathroom.

I switch on the lights wincing at the sudden brightness.

I look at myself in the mirror.

I look at the bruise.on my neck.

Taehyung's hand left bruises on my neck.

I look at my nose.

Its swollen.

My cheek an ugly purplish dark color.

From Suga.

I look over to my eyes.

My eyes that look dull.

Empty.

Dark.

I look ugly.
I have fatty lump on my hips.
The dark circles under my are screaming tiredness.

I'm tired.
Exhausted.

I walk out of the bathroom not bothering on switching off the light.

I look at my phone.

I shake my head and slowly walk out the apartment.

I don't bother locking the door behind me.

I walk down the streets shivering.

Its freezing cold.

I look at my school uniform.

All wrinkled.

My body feels numb.

The tips of my fingers start burning.

I walk inside the pharmacy.

The bell rings as I open the door.

The lady in the counter gasps as she sees me.

The lady grabs a coat from under her desk and runs to me.

Lady: "Sweetie you shouldn't be out in the cold like this!?"

I open my mouth and weakly speak.

Y/n: "I-I n-nee-d ant-t-i d-depressant-t-s-s."

She looks at me as I stutter and shiver.