chapter 31 - okay

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Beau's P.O.V

I glanced at my daddy as I finished my cereal. Audrey's mom picked her up an hour ago because she has a nail appointment and a photo shoot for new portfolio pictures. She told me not to be scared to ask my daddy and I'm honestly not. He and I tell each other everything and I'm very mature for my age. I like to think that is thanks to my grand mum, she's very wise. "Um daddy?" I asked kicking my feet "what's up darling" he asked as he shuffled through some papers. "Why are you and Harry mad with each other" he sighed softly and set his papers down before looking at me "I'm mad at hm because he lied to me about something important... but it's not for you to worry about" he said smiling and I shrugged "But I am worried... I don't want you guys to fight. You're in love why can't you forgive him?" he looked at me "Beau how did you even know I was upset with him" I shrunk down a bit "I heard you guys last night" "oh" was all he said, phew I thought he would ask how I heard so clearly. "Listen grown up relationships are more complicated than just forgiving okay?" I bit my cheek "well why did he call you his home... what does that mean?" he hummed softly "well... I guess it means when you love someone so much and feel safe with them they're like your home..." "So you're like my home" I asked smiling and he smiled "yes, I'm your home and in another way... I'm Harry's" I put my chin in my hand "is Harry your home?" he sighed "yeah he is... but he did something wrong so daddy doesn't want to talk to him okay? But don't worry". I sighed and nodded taking my bowl to the sink.

Louis P.O.V

After Beau went upstairs I finished some more of my work. Actually I made a good dent in the work I had to do. I'm so flustered I just buried myself in work to try and forget about it, but I guess I really can't just ignore. I mean what do I do in this situation? The first time we ever fought it ended so fast and it almost felt wrong that I forgave him so simply. Of course I don't want to fight. It's stupid and exhausting but he lied to me about leaving and that doesn't earn a quick "you're forgiven" type of shit. I groaned and called my mum "Louis how are you" she said cheerfully and I sighed " I really need to talk... I don't know what to do". She hummed "what's up?" I put a hand in my hair "Harry and I are in a fight.." "what happened..? I know last time but but what this time?" I explained what happened and how I didn't think I should just forgive him so easily because last time I forgave him so fast. "Well I understand why you're mad but what can you do Louis... what will make you feel better?" I sighed "I don't know I mean he lied to me and it was something so stupid and simple and I juts don't know what this means". She paused before taking a small breathe "Louis just talk to him. I know how you get when you're mad so just be adults and sit down and talk. Figure out what will help because yes he lied and that was very stupid but you know he loves you and his intentions although stupid were good... okay? don't drag something small into something that could ruin something amazing okay?" I nodded "okay yeah... you're right I will talk to him.. thank you mum" I said smiling softly to myself. "Of course love, you and Beau come over soon I love you" i smiled "we will I love you bye". After I hung up I let out a small breathe. She always knew how to help me think clearer. Mums touch I guess. I texted Harry "Hey... we need to talk, lets go out for lunch tomorrow and we can talk then". I hit send and while I waited I started putting away papers in my file of completed items before opening my checklist to see what I needed to do next "Okay I can pick you?" he said and I bit my lip "no we can just meet somewhere, we can meet at the coffee house" "okay I love you" he texted back and I smiled softly before it disappeared "I love you too." I groaned leaning back. What was happening? we had like 7 months of nothing but bliss and now were in month 9 and were in our second big fight. 

Harry's P.O.V

I walked into the cafe. I was so nervous. The way he said that text was like the start of a break up and I can't lose Louis... and he didn't want me to pick him up. I barley slept last night because I'm so freaked. I called Ed and Niall and ranted about how scared I am about him breaking up with me. They both said I'm over thinking but this is how breakups begin right? I bit my lip as I saw him sitting in the back booth. He is so beautiful.. I took a small breathe before walking over to him. I smiled softly "hey babe" he smiled a small smile "hey". I didn't wanna push anything so I just sat across from him "Okay look I don't really even know how to say this or where to start..." I felt my heart drop. no, he is breaking up with me. I shook my head "No..." he furrowed his brow "Harry-" "No Louis please I know I made a mistake and I'm such an idiot but please just forgive me. I can't picture my life not having you and Beau in it. You two are everything to me and I love you and her... I promise I wont lie again and I try to not I just thought I was doing the right thing.. but you're everything I want in my person... hell you are my person and I didn't decide that the universe and heaven did" I took his hands, I had my voice low but intense so he knew how serious I was. "You are it for me.. you are who I wan't okay please just don't end hings because I made one small mistake" he stayed quiet for a second before he chuckled softly and looked down shaking his head. I furrowed my brows "why are you laughing?" he looked up with tears in the brim of his eyes but he was laughing "Harry you thought I was breaking up with you... you're much more daft then I thought. I came so we could fix this and to tell you if you ever lie to me again I will cut one of your nuts off... left or right you choose but it will happen... and I love you too. I can't stay mad at you... and you're my everything too Harry... and I know you mean just as much to Beau. Hell she even talked to me yesterday to tell me to make up with you" I chuckled softly "so... are we okay?" he smiled and sighed "yes we are more than okay". I smiled and moved so I was in the booth next to him. We ended up ordering and making a date out it, we had our fingers inter locked and I was playing with his hand "were going to be okay right" he randomly said softly. he was facing me and I moved my other hand so it was around the back of him "what do you mean?" I asked kissing his hand softly "you're going to be on tour really busy.. Beau has been busy with school and getting more gigs and up to here in work" he said gesturing to his neck and I smirked and joked "not very high..." he glared and I chuckled "I'm kidding". I rubbed his arm gently "Hey you guys can always come stay with me for a couple times or I will come and try to see you whenever possible... we're gonna be okay... okay?" he nodded "okay I trust you" he said smiling. Suddenly I saw flashes from outside and I groaned "paps are here.." "well I don't care...  we just made up and Beau is at Niall's so I will meet you at my house" Louis said standing up and I stood up interlocking our fingers after putting money and a tip down. "well come on". I walked out with him both of us smiling and paps snapped pictures, I kissed his cheek before we both wen to our separate cars and I smirked softly to myself knowing what Louis wanted to do when e got to the house.

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