Sparks Fly

chapter 36 - a break

Louis P.O.V

I let out a soft groan as I started to wake up. I groaned touching my head and stopped looking at my arm seeing I had an IV in it. I looked around seeing I was in  hospital room. what happened? I closed my eyes barley remembering anything except a bang and then I was out. I looked to my left to see Beau asleep in the guest bed and Harry sitting in the chair. I whispered softly "Harry... H. Hazza" he jerked his head up and his eyes were red. "Louis... oh Louis" he said with relief and came over to me. Gently cupped my face and looked in my eyes "I was so worried" I touched his face and smiled softly "hey I'm okay.. what happened?". He sat in the chair by the bed and moved it right up close to me. "You ran a red light and a car hit you and flipped the car on its side. you were lucky with some small bruises and cuts on your body but your head slammed against the wheel then the window, that's what they said the impact revealed... Louis what happened. I know you and you're a careful driver". I sighed "I just... was so tired I couldn't get my eyes to stay opened... I was a bit out f it and I guess that happened.." he held my hands to his lips and kissed them "you need to take  a break... you're working so much and have been the last month and a half that-" "that it caught up with me.." I finished for him. "Look I know the work you have is immense and important... but you're right on schedule if not ahead... and didn't you say Zayn would be back soon? let him take care of things for a week or even two. besides he doctor said you have a concussion and he has medicine and a doctors note for you." 

I laid back and looked at Beau "was she scared.." Harry glanced at Beau then looked back at me " a little... she said she knew you would be okay because you wouldn't ever leave us" I smiled softly "she really is a perfect child.. she knows me well". Harry smiled and kissed my hand again. 

Harry got the nurse a few minutes later and the Doctor came in and checked on me. When Beau woke up we hugged for about 5 minutes straight before she pulled away and said "daddy you need a break... may I suggest Disney land". Harry and I laughed "well see about that one" I said with a chuckle. The hospital said I needed at least a week at home resting before I went back to work. I called Zayn and explained what happened, he was worried but said he could take over the responsibilities full on work the next week. I agree. I need a break. I can't let myself do that. I have Beau and if I'm reckless with my health it affects her too.

I was laying in bed with the t.v playing random movies. I told Beau she could go to Audrey's for the day so it was just Harry and I. He had to leave tomorrow so he could rehearse the next two days but he called his team and said he would have to skip rehearsal so he could help take care of me a bit longer. I tried to tell him not to do that but he also said it was a selfish art of him that he wanted more time with me. Even though he was coming back next weekend, I wasn't going to complain. I did get a few head aches but I guess that makes sense since I slapped my head into a damn window. Harry also said my car was totaled and I couldn't drive it. He called my mum for me and told her what happened. She wanted to call out of work to come but I told her I was okay and we talked on the phone for an hour so I could assure her I was okay. Harry really is a blessing. I am so lucky to be marrying him. Is it crazy that all of this happened because Beau. My one miracle brought me another one.

"Okay I called the auto shop and they said they can fix the car for about 150 thousand" he sighed "okay.. thank you can you tell them I will pay when I pick it-" "I already paid it" he said as he sat on the bed next to me. I shook my head "Harry I-" "cant let you do that, I know I know. Louis. I am your Fiance." he said as he took my hand in his. "You take care of me. I take care of you. we take care of Beau. this is it now. were officially a team to be. besides you already paid the hospital bill and I paid the car. fair?" I sighed and cuddled carefully into him "I don't deserve you" he smiled and held me "we deserve each other... in y opinion." I chuckled "okay that I can agree with... but still" I said looking up at him with my chin on his chest. 

"so I was thinking about something.." Harry said as he interlocked our hands "what" I asked letting out a soft sigh and closing my eyes. "let's get a house together". My eyes shot open "what" he smiled "we're engaged Louis... let's get a new house. a nice big one for you, Me and Beau.. I have a house in America that can be for us when we go to the states but we can buy one here. just for us" I bit my lip. Move into a whole new house? "I love the idea of moving in together" he smiled "but". He sighed "but is never good" I gently touched his chest "but why do we need a whole new house?.... This is where Beau and I have been the last 6 years.. why don't you just move in?" he shrugged "so we can have a house that is all of ours. we make it just for us..". I bit my lip "I don't want a new house Harry... this is my home". He smiled "I know but wouldn't it be nice to get a new home that can really be all of ours. where we can start this new journey together?" I sighed "Harry that's sweet but I don't want to get a new house..". His smile dropped a little "you won't even think about it?" I sat up "Harry please I don't want to fight.." "then don't fight, talk to me" he said sitting up and looking at me. "Harry please I just want to relax... I was just in a wreck" "yes which you were lucky to leave with just a minor concussion... you won't let me in or talk to me... were supposed to be partners now" I put a hand on my head "H I'm not doing this right now?" "then when can we do this?". I shoo my head not answering. I didn't want to fight and I don't have the energy to try an make more life changing decisions. "Harry I'm tired please just hold me and let me sleep" he didn't say anything and pulled me into him. I could tell by the way he was holding me he was mad. He was tense and not relaxed into me like before. But right now I just wanted to sleep. I just needed a break from all these decisions that are being thrown at me.