Sparks Fly

chapter 37 - confused

Beau's P.O.V

"Well I'm glad he's okay" Audrey said after I told her about my dad "yeah me too.. Harry said he is going to pick me up since my daddy is resting". I had spent the whole day playing with Audrey and watching movies. "I'm so excited that your dad is marrying Harry" I giggled "me too.. I love that I have two dads now" "Beau Harry is here" I smiled and Audrey went with me downstairs "hi" I said running over to him and hugging him. "I'll see you later" Audrey said and we hugged "bye" I said and hugged her "Bye" I said waving to her mom and she smiled "bye Beau bye Harry". I went out with him to the car and went in the backseat and buckled in. He started driving us to my house "Beau can I talk to you about something" he said as he turned down the radio. I nodded "what would you think if your daddy, you and I all got a new house.." I smiled "were getting a new house" I shrugged "maybe yes, would you like that? bigger house for all of us?" I smiled "ooh can we get a pool, I have always wanted to get a pool. My friend Jasmine said her dad has a hot pool" he chuckled "I think you mean a heated pool" I smiled "yeah that, when are we getting a new house?".

The ride home was me pitching ideas for a new house, moving into a new house would be so much fun. Harry even said I could redecorate my room. I've always wanted to have a room like my Aunt Daisy or my Aunt Phoebe. They both have really pretty rooms with pretty decorations everywhere. When I got home Harry said my dad was asleep so I went to my room to read. I couldn't concentrate though I got so excited about getting a new house. I grabbed my drawing books and coloring pencils and markers and started drawing what I wanted my new room to look like. I couldn't wait to tell Audrey about it. She could help me decorate.

Louis P.O.V

I was laying in my bed staring at the wall. I have no idea what's wrong with me. I am so excited to Marry Harry but for some reason... I don't want anything to change. I don't want to move into a new house, I don't want Beau to keep getting older, I don't want to die. I almost over worked myself to the point that I got into a car accident. And thanks to Harry he already helped me with half the things I needed done. The guy who hit me isn't suing my insurance covers it so they're taking care of it. I have to pay my ticket next week and also I need to make sure this charity goes well. I also, am getting married. But I mean people can be engaged for years before they officially get married. did Harry and I rush into this? I love him so much but marriage is a whole new step and a whole new level of change, and I won't lie... I think I'm a little confused right now. "Babe" Harry said snapping me out of my thoughts. I turned and looked at him "hey" he sat by me and sighed "I'm sorry... I shouldn't be trying to throw so much at you". I sat up and he moved closer to me taking my hand. "I'm just so excited to be with you... I guess I was just trying to make it all happen faster... I understand you're under stress but I think moving into a new house would be a great thing... and Beau is excited she said she would love to-" I furrowed my brow and held up my hand pulling it away from his "you already told Beau we were moving houses?" "no... I asked her if that's something she would like and she seemed really excited at the idea". I sighed and ran a hand through my hair "why can't we talk about this after I finish the charity and heal?" he nodded "of course... of course" I sighed softly and looked at him "maybe you should go... you still have to finish your tour" he furrowed his brow "no... Louis you need help" "I'll call my mum or something or Niall.. I'll be fine". "Why does it sound like you don't want me here?" he said sounding hurt. I sighed "Harry don't take it like hat" "well how else am I supposed to take it, I can feel you pulling away from me..." I shook my head "Harry there is just a lot going on" "which I get.. I'm involved in just as much Lou... but the one thing that isn't too much for me. doesn't stress me out... doesn't scare me.. is you. is us. why can't you be as sure about us as I am?". I sighed softly looking at him.