Caballeros

Jam session

Joaquin

It's been a rough few days but I have had bad days and good days; mostly good ones. The people I love the most are around me and uplifting me in prayer and just being there making me laugh. I get to see Jules every morning and night. She helps the nurse with giving me sponge baths; even though she is not supposed to. I rather have my wife do it though she makes it fun for me. She kisses me at least that is something I can do. I even licked her breast a few times and my lord even though I can't get hard I can feel this in my imagination. That is what I miss the most; the feel of her skin beneath my fingertips. At night she comes and feeds me my dinner at first I had trouble with swallowing food but they sent a speech therapist that specializing in swallow studies. I graduated from soft food to normal food. I get to see Trinity on family days in a special room; she gets upset that I can't hold her. Hell I get upset too. It's been 4 days and I still have no feeling but today I felt a weird sensation; like when your feet fall asleep and you get that annoying tingling. It's all over my body. The nurse told me that it could be a thing called phantom pains basically my brain still thinks I can feel. I don't want to get my hopes up.

"Good morning my love," Jules says as she walks in. I now able to slightly move my head. I turn as far as I am allowed to and smile at her.

"Morning Darlin. How are you feeling today?"

"Hey that's my line!" she giggles. "I am fine how about you?"

"I feel good today. Jeremy and Changs are coming in today to visit me."

"I am glad baby. Trinity had a mini meltdown this morning. She wants to go home to Bonnie and Lobo."'

"Maybe you should take her home Darlin' your Dr. already said you can drive home right?"

"Yes he did but I am not leaving you here alone. We are in this together! You fight I fight. Anyways Gooch had to go back home and she is taking care of Lobo or Demon Dog as she dubbed him."

"Why did she call him that; he is a good boy." I laugh.

"He ate her food and you know how she is with her food."

"Where was her food?

"On the damn coffee table." She giggles. God I love that sound.

"Well damn whose fault is that?" I laugh and it sends me into a coughing fit. Jules sits me up further and uses her hand to whack my back to help with the mucus. I can't tell if I have mucus which is another thing I hate; being treated like a baby. "Thanks Darlin."

"I just wanted to kiss you and let you know that I can go to the hotel during the days and stay overnight for monitoring. Trinity will be staying with me overnight."

"Oh okay. Are you going to the hotel now?" I ask.

"Yes because I want to go and see baby girl swim in the pool. Brit has been a god send."

"She sure has been!"' I say this as Jeremy and Changs walk in. Jeremy is holding a guitar case. How I wish I could strum those strings again. "What's that?"

"It's a Lamborghini; what the fuck you think it is?" Jeremy laughs. I'm mentally flipping him off. "Stop flipping me off in your mind Ortega!" I start to laugh.

"I know what it is. Why do you have it?"

"Music is good form of therapy. That's what I heard anyways." He says.

"Okay guys I have a little fishy waiting on me at the hotel. I'll see you in a while my love." She says coming over and kisses me. She slips me the tongue and I move my tongue with her; something weird happens I swear that my dick twitches in response. Don't get your hopes up Joaquin.