"What happens if we forget about each other in the future. What'll we do if we break our promise?" My 10 year old best friend Daniel Seavey says.
"Then we'll fix it in another life" I tell him leaning my head on his shoulder.
Will Maggie and Daniel...
January 29 2018 Maggie's Pov "Hey guys" I smile to my camera as I curl my hair. "Yuh girl is back and better then ever" I giggle. "But I took some time away from the internet for my own reasons, and I hope you guys understand that. Today's vlog isn't necessarily a vlog, it's more of and explaining video" I explain
I turn my camera off and continue to get ready. For some people this my be nothing but that was hard for me and I really did just need time away from the cameras. Just so stuff can calm down a bit.
I put my glasses on after I finish my makeup and go outside to take a picture. I find the perfect spot and take it. Then obviously I go onto Instagram and put on a very subtle and natural filter.
I decided to post so my fans know that everything with me if Fine.
@ maggielawson
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"It's been one hot minute hasn't it. Some of you guys may or may not have noticed that I was gone for a little. Taking time off the internet for my own reasons and reasons you guys may know of, that was the best decision for me. But I'm posting a video tonight at 9pm explain a few things! Love you all❤️
Liked by @ seaveydaniel @ Michellem and 2,234 567
@ maggiefan1: IM SO HAPPY YOUR BACK OMGHHGJWJHWJSHJWJSU😭😭
@ michellem: YOU GO GIRL!
@ wdwfan1: You're disgusting I can't believe Daniel would still date you after that. I hope you rote in hell you dumb bitch
@ jonahmarais: I think it's pretty disgusting that you had the heart to write that to a person you don't even know @ wdwfan1
@ person1: That's a mistake that's gonna take a while to be forgiven
@ loganpaul: ❤️
@ wdwfan2: I'm so happy you're back💖
@ seaveydaniel: Gosh I love you so much
@ maggiefan2: can't wait for you to be back on YouTube!!
@ Maggielawson: Awww! Forever and always love you more @ seaveydaniel
@ person2: should've been you who hanged themselves
@ person3: Watch your back bitch
@ maggiefan3: 😱😭@ seaveydaniel
@ maggielawson: hung* always double check your grammar hun @ person2
@ wdwfan3: You're gorgeous 😍😍
@ maggiefan5: I can finally breath now that you're back
@ person4: Bitch
@ michellem: I think you should watch your back because imma find you and kill you with the blink of an eye @ person3
@ wdwfan7: Why are you and Daniel so freakin precious 😍😭
Some people are a little to crazy in my comments. I understand people are mad but that's life, I'm not Jesus, I do make mistakes.
I set up my camera and my lights. I get everything ready and in place so I can film my video. I hit record and sit down taking a deep breath.
"Hey guys, so I just wanted to explain a few things" I start as I fiddle with my thumbs. "I completely understand you guys are mad at me and that's fine. I can't make you not mad for something that I did wrong. But what I'm here to say is, I'm not perfect, I'm not God, I'm me. I'm Maggie Nicole Lawson, an 18 year old YouTuber, who made a mistake. I'm human guys, making mistakes is apart of life. Sinning like that is apart of life. And for you guys to go out of your ways and death threat me is completely disgusting." I explain, gosh I have so much to say
"Especially when you say that because of me this world is horrible, well I'm sorry sweetie but it's because of all of us. Nobody's perfect. That's is. Nobody is perfect. God created us, and say we can make our own decisions. And this is where it brought us. I'm honestly ok with people hating me now, because if you don't like me, I can just remember that I'm blessed my amazing fans who support me, my amazing family and my friends and boyfriend. That's life guys, not everyone likes me. And I'm just gonna face it and not care at all" I continue.
I cut the camera and sit there staring at it and hit record again.
"I'm gonna make this quick" I say "This affected me so much because suicide plays no joke for me." I explain "When I was younger, maybe about 14 or 15, I was bullied to the point I was questioning my life. Then every corner I turned I felt like people where wanted me dead. So I tried, and tried. I cried so much because I couldn't get myself to jump off that bridge" I say as tears slip out of my eyes "So one day I decided it was enough. Taking pils would be for me. But a very good guy friend of mine was there. One person was all it took, and that's all it needs" I rant. Dang that feels good to get it off my shoulders
Then the door to my room opens and there stands Daniel with a big teddybear stuffed animal and chocolates.
"I didn't know if you were happy or sad with all those comments so came as fast as I can" he says as he steps into my room
"Oh my god I love you so much" I say getting up and warping my arms around him "but I love this bear more" I giggle.
He puts the bear and the chocolate down and wipes my tears "I love you" he smiles
I turn my camera off and jump on my bed with the giant bear. Daniel sits down next to me and hands me the chocolate.
"What on earth did I do to deserve you" I say as butterflies fill my stomach
"I'm treating my princess how she deserves" he smiles. I smile and cup his face and kiss him. Gosh this boy makes everything better.
Time skip I finally uploaded the video. Feels like it took forever but I did it.
"You need to sleep" Daniel says as I shut off my laptop
As we get to my room I quickly change into my onesie and jump in bed.
"I don't know if I should cuddle with you or the bear" I say closing my eyes. He chuckles and kisses my head
"Goodnight princess" he says
A.n: ok all i wang is a boyfriend like Daniel, that's all
