Uncontrolled •Lams•

Chapter 1

Alex POV
Me, Alexander Hamilton, has had many types of sex all pretty amazing but the sex I just had was out of this world it was better than angry sex with Jefferson, Vanilla sex with Eliza or heck even kinky sex with Washington and that was because this one was with John Laurens, my roommate.

I flipped my body to rest on Lauren's tone chest to where he immediately wrapped his arms around my shoulders  I let out a sigh while I watched it become morning, "I made it" I thought you see I've been trying to get John in my pants since September which was when I met him in the beginning of my third year of college he was introduced to me by Lafayette my bestest friend and when I saw those green eyes I was speechless but of course I didn't want to date him I just wanted him to fuck me senseless on a table until I cried.

"Good morning Princess" John whispered into my ear in his sleep laced voice sending shivers down my back "Good morning Johnny" I said snuggling deeper into his warm touch, he chuckled as he sat up leaning for his phone I sat up as well and slightly pouted at the lost touch I decided to stand up and get ready for the day I grabbed a random sweater off the floor and looked into my personal cabinet for underwear.

John looked up from his phone and  smiled at me I shot him a bitter sweet smile as well as I walked into the bathroom turning on the faucet to brush my teeth "John fuck buddy number :4" I thought smiling slightly while I laced my tooth brush in white paste "this will be Interesting" I thought again brushing slowly but little did I know that the situation I will be in is interesting to the max

(Time skip cause I'm lazy)

John POV
I got ready and walked into class with the biggest smile on my face I had sex with Alex! I mean the sex god himself was in my bed this morning I mean if that isn't college goals I don't know what is I sprinted towards  my locker trying hard not to be late because of course I wasn't going to deny Alexander's request to take a shower with him I shook my head not trying to get excited on my way to Advanced Art class as I enter my combination "1413" whispering it slightly I gathered my books and quickly gathered my sketch book and pencil case that was a turtle cause turtles are fucking awesome.

I sprinted to my class and sat down in the back just when the bell rang "thank cheeses and hams" I whispered to myself than later giggling to myself quietly because Hamilton, ham you get it ?

I looked down at my sketch book flipping through various pages to find a blank page to start today's lesson than I felt someone sit next to me I slowly sat up and looked at the person being none other but Peggy the youngest Schuyler sister but more importantly my best friend since diapers!

(An: Heathers trash asf) "hey Peggy" I said waving a hand than looking back at my sketch book "hello bitch" Peggy yelled shameless from the people looking at her because of her dramatic scream , I swear she can never say a casual hi "So how was your weekend, I didn't get to see you since Angie got that weird foot-" she rambled as I cut her off "It was interesting" I said not looking her in the eye, she looked at me not approving of my answer "Interesting?" She repeated snatching my sketch book away making me snap my neck two her "Yes Peggy interesting" i said mocking her while trying to snatch my sketch book out of her grip "You haven't been sketching lately" she said looking down at my last entry of my sketch book a picture of a boy sitting on a tree with a cast on

"W-well I haven't b-been motivated" I said playing with my pride bracelet "Your lying to me John.. does this have to do with Alexander" she said narrowing her eyes on me I looked away and stared down at my white converse "N-no what are you talking about" I said growing more nervous "John did something happen between you to" she said now taking my hand in a soft grip "N-no yes? kinda I don't know" I stuttered wanting this conversation to be done "johnnnn" Peggy said dragging the n "We had sex okay ?" I snapped while snatching my sketch book out of her hand

"I'm sorry" I whispered feeling bad after my sudden anger she nodded and stared at me with sad yet serious eyes "But didn't you want that to happen?" She said confused laced in her voice I thought of it for a second. What did I want? I know Alex hates commitment but yet I want a relationship with him so badly but he's dangerous "I want a relationship with him b-but he's difficult I guess he just wants sex" I whispered seeing as the teacher finally entered the room Peggy nodded again understanding and growing quiet since she wasn't trying to get in trouble again With our art teacher.

Alexander Hamilton what the fuck I have to do to be with you ?

(An: GUYSS , I've been thinking about making this book for about 2 week now and I finally got the guts to do it but for now all I'm asking is if you like this book tell me because idk if I'll continue it but tell me what you think! - Cris 🖇💓