John POV
"Your shiting me Alexander" i said crossing my arms in frustration "I don't want this baby ,Jack" he said brushing off the conversation like it was nothing
"Alexander come on" I said almost pleading
"IM NOT HAVING A BABY" he screamed. By now Martha has left to take care of other patients as she saw Alex hasn't made a clear decision
"plus I have no idea who the father is" he said shrugging his shoulders carelessly "Washington of course" I mumbled leaning back still having Alexander in my lap
"It can't be we always use a condom, and the dude doesn't want children just like me" he said wrapping his arms on my neck while pepping light kisses
"how are you so cool about this, I would be shiting myself" I said placing my hands on Alexander's curvy waist
Alexander POV
I'm literally crapping my pants, while I freaked out for a couple minutes and cried on Johns lap I had enough time to think about every single time me and Washington had sexual inter course and I do remember plenty of condoms so who the fuck is the father
Now the first person I thought of was Thomas since we had angry sex from time to time but we haven't in a month or too so the baby would be much older i than thought of the 2 eldest Schuyler sisters and than dismissed the idea really quick since there woman and that's not possible
And than I was left with John now this is a touchy subject of course sex with John is really amazing it makes me feel different the kisses aren't rough or forced there sweet and caring and I would have sex with him all the time but so far I've only messed around with him once in a half, since I apparently didn't have sex with him I just woke up in his bed, but we wore a condom right ?
"I want to go home" I said lowly nuzzling my face in his warm neck I felt him nod as I got off his lap and slid to the seat next to me he grabbed his backpack still filled with his college books and zipped on his jacket
Timeeee skipppp
While me and John walked into are small dorm room I made a run for it to Johns room completely ignoring Lafayette and Hercules who were on our rug watching The little mermaid.
Johns POV
"Alex come to the living room please"
"no thanks I'd rather have a baby... oh wait" i heard him scream sarcasm laced in his dry voice
I walked to my room seeing Alex laid on my bed listening to sad music, the sight was awful his eyes were red from all the crying he was caressing his stomach and staring at the stars on my ceiling.
"Well, did you make a decision yet on the... you know" I said slowly sitting on the bed gesturing to his stomach
"I already told you" he said coldly with no emotions on his face
"Alex are you sure your going to abort the baby?" I asked narrowing my eyes at him
"Yes and don't say baby call it a... milkshake" he demanded siting up to look at me, I smiled a bit "A milkshake?" I asked moving forward to Alexander
"Yes a milkshake" he giggled moving forward as well, I was glad Alexander was smiling again I moved forward and cocked my head to side leaning in to kiss Alexander.
But than Hercules mulligan decided to bust through my door. "GUYS"
Me and Alexander pulled apart quickly and I sat at the edge of the bed my face a bright red "What do you want herc" I asked annoyed
"I came in to see if The little lion is alright" he said rubbing the back of his neck slowly
"I'm fine Hercules thanks for asking" Alex mumbled feeling small from the nickname his mother used to call him
Alex POV
I'm not fine I feel so useless so helpless if I decided to keep this baby the only thing that keeps me going will be a no gamer, and I could kiss all the fuck buddies goodbye!
But if I got an abortion I would be killing a human being a child I made with some sucker and I don't want to have that on my chest for my whole life
I was snapped out of my thoughts my a gentle touch on my thigh I whipped my head up to see John laurens beautiful freckled face starting up at me with a kind smile , and I smiled back because whoever doesn't smile back is cruel or clearly not noticing the magic behind Johns smile he is honestly a gorgeous human
"Hey" he said "hi" I answered slightly monotoned
"Are you hungry?" He said clicking open his phone to probably order something because cooking is hard i one burned a pot while making cereal... long story
"a little bit?" I said almost unsure staring down at my black painted nails
"Pizza or Chinese ohhh! Indian?" He rambled listing off things we could order
"You pick" I said waving off him and laying back down on his soft mattress that I always choose over my own bed
" No, you pick your eating for too...w-well I mean n-not too b-because your aborting I mean" he stuttered getting flustered really quickly
"Johnny it's alright, but honestly you can pick!" I whispered grabbing his hands resulting in him blushing madly
"O-okay" he peeped out hiding behind his rose gold phone
A/N: I twisted my ankle 3 days ago and having some writers block but I might make a new story to idk what do you guys say but again uploads may be slow so apologies in advance -Cris 📎💗
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FanfictionAlexander Hamilton the uncontrolled I do what I want don't label me,campus slut was known to not buy into commitment even if he landed himself pregnant John Laurens a do good smiley face is just trying to make his way through college with no proble...
