Uncontrolled •Lams•

Chapter 21

Alexander POV
"Everything happens for a reason".
The thought I've been clinging onto for a few now I decided not to go to any classes today since I couldn't face the faces and the giggles and whispers I was sure to happen if I went.

I sat on my bed looking at the ceiling and surprisingly not thinking about my problems but about John, John.

How perfect was he? He could have said no to siting in the tub with me for an hour or decline my kiss or maybe even leave me with this baby.

But John would never he was to sweet so kind and thought about everyone before himself he was so selfless.

I even find myself doing things for John that I would never do for anyone else , because it's John,  I think I'm a selfish person but never with him.

I rolled on my stomach snatching my phone to answer the question in my head i need my dads.

Hammy: hey guys, how do you know if you love someone?

Lafayeet: JESUS CHRIST HERC GET THE AMBULANCE I THINK HE HIT HIS HEAD

HorseFucker: WEEEWOOOWEEEOO 🚑 🚨

Hammy: cmon guys I'm serious here

Laffayeet: okay fine, in all seriousness you would want to be around that person a lot.

HorseFucker: Yes ^ I might sound cliche but you would do anything for that person .

Hammy: alright thanks

Laffayeet: wait no fair you have to tell us who it is!

HorseFucker: it's obviously Jonathan

BabyDaddy: not my name...

Laffayeet: OH SHIT JOHN WHERE YOU COME FROM?

BabyDaddy: I was added like a week ago when you FORCED me to talk

Hammy: hmmm doesn't ring a bell

HorseFucker: agreed ^

BabyDaddy: whatever, but what's this about Alex having feelings?

Hammy: oooh gotta blast

I silenced my phone placing it on the bed side table, he couldn't know I loved him that would ruin everything.

John POV
I sat in class listening to a boring lecture about god who knows what, when my phone started blasting I noticed it to be the group chat so  naturally ignored it.

Alex<3: hey guys, how do you know if you love someone?

My heart skipped a beat, Alexander loves  someone? Who could it be the more I tuned into the messages the more confused I got , he didn't even reveal who it was?

Turtle: whatever, but what's this about Alex having feelings?

Alex<3: oooh gotta blast

I groaned a bit loud from annoyance I just wanted to know who it was "John Laurens is there a problem?" The professor asked I shook my head mumbling no as he continued teaching after giving me a warning glare.

Time skip

I walked into the dorm after an annoying 2 hour lecture about things I wasn't very interested in.

I shouted across the dorm to find Alexander a habit we've both gained were almost like a married couple, I wish.

I sighed when noticing I was alone I decided to kick back and watch some tv since it was the weekend when I felt my phone ring I groaned and digged in my bag to fine it "hello?"