Your POV
It was 11:59 pm and I was waiting for "In My Blood" to come out, anxiously staring at my computer screen. I looked at the clock again, midnight.
"It should drop any second n-" I was cut off by my mind racing as my eyes witnessed the upload of the YouTube audio of the song.
I was thankful that I lived alone in my own house so I could scream. This moment should go down in "Y/n's Shawn Mendes Song History" book. I got ready my camera and my nerves for what ever I might face then I started my video.
"Hey everyone! It's me and Shawn had just dropped the audio of 'In My Blood' and I'm gonna react to it. Let's get on with the video!" I introduced.
Help me, it's like the walls are caving in
Sometimes I feel like giving up
But I just can't
It isn't in my blood
"So far so good..."
Laying on the bathroom floor, feeling nothing
I'm overwhelmed and insecure, give me something
I could take to ease my mind slowly
Just have a drink and you'll feel better
Just take her home and you'll feel better
Keep telling me that it gets better
Does it ever?
"Whoa..."
Help me, it's like the walls are caving in
Sometimes I feel like giving up
No medicine is strong enough
Someone help me
I'm crawling in my skin
Sometimes I feel like giving up
But I just can't
It isn't in my blood
I paused the audio.
"OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD! WHAT ON EARTH DID MY EARS JUST WITNESS?!" I screamed.
It isn't in my blood
Looking through my phone again feeling anxious
Afraid to be alone again, I hate this
I'm trying to find a way to chill, can't breathe, oh
Is there somebody who could...
"I can help Shawn just say the word..."
Help me, it's like the walls are caving in
Sometimes I feel like giving up
No medicine is strong enough
Someone help me
I'm crawling in my skin
Sometimes I feel like giving up
But I just can't
It isn't in my blood
I paused the video again, shook.
"Who hurt this boy so bad I'mma give them a piece of my mind!" I joke.
It isn't in my blood
I need somebody now
I need somebody now
Someone to help me out
I need somebody now
"I'll help Shawn! We all will."
Help me, it's like the walls are caving in
Sometimes I feel like giving up
But I just can't
It isn't in my blood
It isn't in my blood
It isn't in my blood
I need somebody now
It isn't in my blood
I need somebody now
It isn't in my blood
I closed my computer and looked at the camera, my eyes widened and my mouth agape. I gulped.
"I am in love with this song. I am in love with him. He is just amazing and this isn't just relatable it's something that we all need help with at some point in our lives. I know that he may or may not watch this video, but thank you so much Shawn for this beautiful song," I rant.
I end the video and edit so it won't be copyrighted. I upload the video. Just then I get a notification that Shawn was live on YouTube. I quickly open it to watch it, turns out he is doing a reaction video...
to the video I just posted...
A/n
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