When A Playboy Meets His Match

Match 26.5: Her POV (Part 2)

I've read your comments and I was like... OMG! I LOVE THESE GUYS! And, "I THOUGHT YUNA LIKING JUNGKOOK WAS TOO OBVIOUS THAT IT MIGHT RUIN MY PLOT TWIST!" I was seriously scared that the truth is exposed 😅 Or was it? Hahaha. Anyway, enjoy this long chapter. Sorry again guys! Love you all!

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Yuna's POV

Jimin ask me to help him. Assuming, I ask Jungkook's opinion about it but who am I kidding? Why would he care about me? Of course it would be okay for him. Stupid Yuna.

But... We got into a fight because of it. I did ask his permission! But thankfully everything ends well. So, does he care for me now? I wish he do.

Maybe one of our problem in this relationship is we don't talk about it. We are not open with each other but I don't want to talk about it first, afraid of getting hurt any further when I know the truth that our feeling isn't mutual. When he says his feelings, I will reveal mine too.

I got scared. Why? Because I am feeling dizzy and craving for a certain food. I want to see no one else' face except Jungkook. And!!! I am having a morning sickness. I reach for my phone and look at my calendar for my period.

I am ovulating that time.

Jungkook knock on my door. I give him a little smile when I saw I wanted to see.

"Can I go inside?" I nod, giving him permission to go inside

"I'm scared." I went to the bathroom, feeling nauseous but didn't vomit. "Are you ready to form a real family?" I ask and sit beside him.

"I don't know. I don't think so. Why?"

"What're you going to do if I'm pregnant?" He looks at me, frowning. Not buying my words.

"Stop with that joke." His voice is stern. He stood up and left me. Tears fall from my eyes while accepting the sad truth that I have to face it all alone. We will be separating soon so I think this is better.

"So he won't really accept me. He doesn't love me at all. This is just me, assuming things. This is becoming a bad habit of mine."

I didn't want to bother him anymore so I left the house without waking him up. I move as silent as I can so I won't bother him. He is obviously avoiding me at school but I can't blame him. I am the one who wants that to happen so I should carry all the burden by myself.

I am back at the start. Watching him from afar, wanting to giggle at his face and not talking to each other. This is better so when I let him go, it won't hurt. Or so I thought. With those memories I built up with him, those dreams that came true, and the wishlist which is almost fulfilled, it will be very painful to let him go but I must.

I didn't follow up about the deal between me and Jimin today, not wanting to be rejected again. It is painful to be rejected by the person you really love so to prevent further aches, I am willing put a distance between us again. I am preparing myself before worst things happen now because this is where it will go at the end of the line.

I went to the restaurant and I love it! There are so many books and novels to finish here! This place is my dreamplace.

Jimin welcome me and guided to the table where his parents are waiting. They ordered the food, asked me what I want but I can't choose because milk is the only drink I want and carbonara is the only food I want to eat right now which is not available here. Must contain my cravings!

When the food came, I wince at the smell. It is making me more nauseous but control my emotions, avoiding them to be anxious that I hate it here. I love it here. It's just that I hate the smell.