Scarred

Chapter 57

Ross POV-

I walked back home, and plopped on the couch, slowly untying the tie around my neck.

"Hey." I heard Riker saw behind me. I turned around and saw Riker's arm around Ashley's, who was sobbing quietly.

"Hey." I replied.

"How you feeling?" Riker asked. "Fine." I muttered. "What could we do to help you feel better?" Ashley, obviously not believing me, asked me.

"Nothing." I coldly said.

"Come on, what about a music video? We haven't done a home made one in years!" Riker inquired.

I shrugged, "Why not, what song?" I asked. "Whatever you want." He said.

I thought for a moment, what song could express my feelings?

Let's see, Sarah and I fell in love in the beginning of summer, and she died at the end of summer.

Summer Love by One Direction. That's perfect for my feelings.

"Summer Love." I blurted out. "What?" Ashley asked. "Summer Love. Let's do it." I said again. Riker smiled, "Alright let's go!" He said.

I kept my tux on, and Riker gave me a rose to hold. He suggested that the video had just me singing, and the band in the backround. When I declined, he made the decision himself and forced the idea upon me.

I sat on a stool, and held the rose in a fist, then began to sing:

Yeah-ah-ah-ah

Oh-oh-oh

Oh-oh-oh-oh

Can't believe you're packing your bags

Trying so hard not to cry

Had the best time and now it's the worst time

But we have to say goodbye

Don't promise that you're gonna write

Don't promise that you'll call

Just promise that you won't forget we had it all

'Cause you were mine for the summer

Now we know it's nearly over

Feels like snow in September

But I always will remember

You were my summer love

You always will be my summer love

Wish that we could be alone now

If we could find some place to hide

Make the last time just like the first time

Push a button and rewind

Don't say the word that's on your lips

Don't look at me that way

Just promise you'll remember

When the sky is grey

'Cause you were mine for the summer

Now we know it's nearly over

Feels like snow in September

But I always will remember

You were my summer love

You always will be my summer love

So please don't make this any harder

We can't take this any farther

And I know there's nothing that I wanna change, change

'Cause you were mine for the summer

Now we know it's nearly over

Feels like snow in September

But I always will remember

You were my summer love (summer love)

You always will be my summer love (summer love)

You always will be my summer love (yeah)

You always will be my summer love

I finished, and then Riker smiled as he yelled 'Cut!'

Rydel decided to edit the video, and when she finished it was absolutely amazing.

There were parts when we filmed in front of the garage with the whole band. It felt great to let my feelings out and let everything out.

This is why I love my family, even if they push me to do something, it's for the best.

I still miss my princess, but I know she is in a better place, which makes me feel a little bit better.. A little.

A/N: ew it's a filler chapter.😒

Sorry for lack of updating. I have been super busy. But now I'm officially out of school so maybe more updates!🎉

Thanks for the reads, you all mean a lot to me.💕

Going through a rough time. Just thought I should let you know.

-Sarah