Stuck in the middle.

Chapter 32

I get into my room and realize I an still wearing Jacobs sweatshirt.

I know he will be gone so I text him:

Hey, I still have your sweatshirt.

I sit in my room thinking. Should I forgive Mason. He was screaming at me over some stupid number. I guess now he has a reason to be mad at me; Jacob and I kissed. Then again he has no reason to be mad at me. I'm not his anymore. We broke up. Plus I really enjoyed the kiss; I enjoyed this whole day. I had forgot how romantic and sweet Jacob is. Stargazing with him brought back so many memories of why I fell in love with him.

I hear my phone go off. Jacob texted me:

I see that now. Haha. Maybe I could get it back from you tomorrow? I want to take you out to lunch.

I text back:

Okay.

He replies:

I will pick you up at noon. Now get some sleep.

I text back:

Night.

I don't go straight to bed. Instead I lay thinking about how I feel. I decide I will forgive Mason, but not right now. I will tell him about me hanging out with Jacob. If he is mad and yells at me again then that's that. I hope he will give me time to think. I now know I still have feeling for Jacob. The question is who do I like more and who do I want to be with. Mason is fun to be around he is playful and very artistic. Jacob is romantic. He makes me feel special by giving me a rose and being so sweet. I don't know what I'm going to do. Like I keep telling them both, I just need time to think.