Everything Happens for a Reason

part 30.

May.

Shane and I have been dating for four months now. The longest we have ever been together. I wish I could say I was happy but I'm really not. Shane started going back to Koreys every night again since about a week ago. And it still hurts. I go out there and look every once in awhile and one night I went out there as soon as he pulled in her drive way and watched her get in his truck and seen them kiss and everything. I couldn't help but cry and cry and finally go back in my house. So one night I decided that when he left I would go over there and hang out with them. Korey wasn't too happy and Shane wasn't either he kept bringing up that I should go home and get rest but I say no I'm okay I'm wide awake and he doesn't stay too long before he leaves saying that he was tired and Korey said the same thing so I went back to my house and watched for hours to see if he would come back but he doesn't.

After that he didn't really want to talk to me at all. He would send a couple of things here and there but only like a word long and he would come over after he got off work and stay for not even a hour and then leave and go to Koreys and stay for half the night. So one day I got tired of it and decided to make a fake profile and add him and he added me back faster then I thought he would. He sent me a message a couple minutes later and was like hey do I know you? and I reply.

*Hey no you probably don't. I just moved here and thought I would send a couple of people around here a friend request.*

*Oh Nice. Where did you move from?*

*All over pretty much. I help people in need. I go from place to place and help feed people and build stuff for them and stuff like that.*

*Oh that's awesome!*

This went on forever and he would ask questions and I would tell him and he asked for my number but told him I didn't have minutes on my phone so I couldn't text him and he offered to buy me minutes at this point I'm mad and text him on my phone and say hey trying not to act like I know something is up. But he doesn't reply. So I continue to play along and he ends up asking me what my hobbies were and what I like to do. And I told him and then I asked him and he told me,  then out of the blue he asked what I see in a guy so I told him and then I asked him the same thing and he told me and I realize that this could be the perfect time to say that his girlfriend must be lucky to have him so I do just that and his reply take me by shock.

*Don't have one.*

"Are you fucking kidding me!!!!" I say much louder then expected and Lexi walks in the room.

"Hailey what's going on?" I look up and I can tell I'm crying by now and she got here just in time. I hold up my phone cause that's all I can do at this point and she reads every message and looks at me when she gets to the last one that he sent.