Chapter.39 "Home at last."

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-Justin's POV-

 She was safe... safe with me once again. i had found her after what seemed like forever. Her fragile figure covered in bruises and cuts, her skin had no longer carried that glowing tanned color but held a more pale color from malnourishment. I wasn't going to pester her with questions of what happened yet, i felt like that would only bring back the nightmares Lopez had given her. I could only imagine and guess and even that made me tense up with anger, now isn't the time to be angry. I need to be here for Madison, i need to show her my loyalty. I was always loyal to her, i would never do anything to hurt her. I wishs he could trust me enough to know that but i guess she looks at me still as a criminal and untrust worthy. Oh how Megan will be in huge trouble when she finds out that i found her, if she comes even miles near Madison. I am not letting her out of my sight ever again, she is my main priority, and i took that for granted... Its all my fault... My life style isn't meant for her, she isn't cut out for it, she can't protect herself like we can, she will always be in danger due to my reputation and my gangs rank. I wish i could give her that normal life... casual couple dating, going on dates, moving in together, buying a house together, getting married, having kids... all that shit. But i could't ever do that, not if i am in this gang, and i could never leave it..

*1 month later*

-Justins POV-

Things were just starting to get back to normal since the kidnapping.. Madison was recovering, her body was still bruised badly but they were healing better than they were when i found her. The cuts that covered her were still seen and healing slower than the bruises, it actually broke me seeing her in such pain. I'd try to help her but it only made her wince as my body came in contact with hers. She was always complaining about if they would scar or not and not much towards the actual injury itself. typical girls always worrying about their looks. Now, were Madison and I back together? yes. I had a little visit with Megan and had her spill her guts to Madison, and that's when Madison learned the real truth and let me tell you, she was furious. It was pretty hot when she gt mad, i swear smoke was about to come out of her ears. That day we packed up all her stuff at Megans house and took it back to my place and set it all back up. I missed this, having her here with me. It was good to get things back to how they used to be. And now when she wants to leave the house, i always need to be with her, or if i"m busy i have one of my trusting men guard her. I will never trust her in the well being of another unknown face, even though he was in my gang to guard her, he was new. I didn't think well enough to do much more digging into his background check. but besides bringing up the past, lets talk about the present. Right now it was a chill kind of day, we put our work aside for the day, we all were just laying around the house, either in the movie room or bedrooms or living room or kitchen... you ge tthe point. Madison and I were laying down on the couch in the living room watiching a movie of her choice. I don't understand girls and these chick flicks, something called stars fault or fault stars. It wasn't too bad but it was one of those obvious movies. I didn't dare make a big fuss about it just for her. I guess you could say i was babying her, i just want whatever makes her smile and happy. it took weeks for her to stop cryng uncontrollably due to memories of what happened, she told me breif things but not everything, and just the things she said was breif was shocking. I couldn't even process it. I wish i killed him slowly and more painful making him regret anything he ever did in his life. The thought of seeing Lopez lay a hand on her and damage her skin and threaten her and hurt her.... it just made me want to shoot up a block..

"Are you even watching the movie?"
Madison sweet voice ending with a slight giggle brought me back to my senses. I smile down at her as she was laying across my lap her head cradeled on  my arm and her back now facing the tv as she looked at me with her blue eyes studying me.

"Well i have two options here. i could lie or be honest."
I smirked at her.

"How about we tell the truth, huh."

"okay, no I'm not watching it. It's sappy and gooy and I don't like it. it's a typical girl flick."
I retorted to her blandly. she stared at me with a gaped mouth making the slight cut on her right cheek move a little. She sighed and closed her mouth and stared back at the screen. did i make her mad? i didn't mean to, i was just trying to play around. I drape my hand over her waist and rub my thumb against her hip lightly trying to get her attention luckily she caught on and faced me once again.

"I hope you know i was just kidding around Madison.. i- I didn't mean to ups-"

"i know i know i was just interested in watching the movie and you interupted me. duhhh."
A smile tugging upon her lips making me smile as well. oh that smile could make me smile for ages.

"well well, i don't think you will be having a problem with mising it when it's not playing anymore."
I smirked devilishy at her making her eyebrows furrow in confusion.

"What do you me-"

With the flick of a finger i pressed the off button on the remote and chucked the remote across the room landing firmly on the other couch in the room. She gasped loudly and smacked my chest.

"Hey! I was watching that! dick!"

"Dick huh? Too soon don't you think? but if you insist."
I shrugged and smirked jokingly and pretended to undo my pants making her jump off my lap and scramble to the end of the couch in disgust covering her eyes and yelling no like a little kid. This made me laugh only to make her uncover her eyes and realize i was only kidding. she stood up to her feet ready to rant to me like a casual mother would pointing at you.

"Justin Drew Bieber don't you dare do that again, not only was that innapropiate but that was gross. okay? now apologize so i can get something to eat."
She said in a serious tone but failed as she giggled partly through it. I stood up with my hands raised in surrender and walked up to her and slid my hands easily around her waist and pulled her close to my body leaving no space. my face only a few inches away from hers.

"you sound so sexy when you try to be mad.."
I smirked in awhisper to her making her eyes have a sparkle in it. She only shook her head teasingly at me and pecked my lips. We pulled apart and had a few seconds of just looking in eachothers eyes and smiling then went in for another kiss. this time it was more passionate and longer, i could tell she missed this just as much as i did. i could continue with this, and oh how badly i want too but i feel like teasig her, i traced her bottom lip wth my tongue asking for eneterence and she allowed me, once allowed i did so for a minute the pulled away and breathed on her neck sending chills up her spine and allowed myself to lightly kiss her neck up to her jaw and right when i got back to her lips i let mine hover over hers for a second making her lean in for a kiss but i pulled away.

"Lets get you some food now huh? SEAN! ALEX! WE'RE ORDERING OUT!"

I shouted making Madison flinch by my tone and her face shocked by my actions.

"you Sir, are a tease.."
She hissed at me making me shrug my shoulders and kiss her cheek.

"what can i say baby?.. I'm Justin Bieber.."

And with that we walked out of the living room and into the kitchen where the guys were and began ordering our food.

Things I'd say are looking up now. I just hope it lasts.

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