Reincarnated Without a Body

prologue

It hurts. My whole body feels like it's on fire. God damn it. If only i'm a bit faster, a bit stronger, i might would've been able get out of the way.

Did i manage to save her? At least let my sacrifice not be in vain.

I tried to open my eyes but my vision are red, blood dripping from my head into my eyes. Where is she? I tried to move to look behind me but my limbs screamed with pain. I can't move a muscle. My limbs starts feeling cold. That's weird, it's summer right now but I feels like getting frostbite.

Ah shit. This is sad. Am I going to die?

I tried to breath, but i drown on the pool of blood under me. I coughed.
If I remember correctly, human will die if he lose more that forty percent of his blood. Which is about two litres. And i can tell there's more that two litres of blood drowning me right now.

In fact, it's a bit too much to be only my blood. The realization hit me. Fuck! I failed. My death changed nothing. Meaningless death.

My vision started to blank out from red to pitch black. I could still hear and feel vibrations of people coming to see what happened, of the sound of ambulance. But i know, it's too late for me.

Please, at least get her. Save her.

Everything disappeared. No more sound, no vibrations, my limbs also didn't feels cold anymore.

Wait, I can't even feel my limbs anymore! Is this how it feels to be dead?

.....

How should i describe it...
It's terrifying. It's pitch black, it's so silent that i'd expect to be able to hear my heartbeat but there's no heartbeat sound either.

I couldn't tell which way is up, which way is down. I couldn't feel anything either. There's no touch, no pressure, no heat, nothing. Heck, i can't even tell if my body is intact or not.

"hello! Anyone?" I tried to shout but no voice came out. I'm not even sure I have a mouth right now.

The nothingness continued.

A minute passed. Then an hour, then days, probably. I couldn't tell that either. No way of telling days or night here. Then probably months had passed.

But nothing changed. This nothingness is driving me crazy.

Is that's it? Is there nothing awaits you after you die?

The nothingness started to consume me. At first i was terrified. But now i'm simply bored to death.

Wait, i am dead. I thought, trying to amuse myself.

But seriously, it feels like i'm disappearing. I mean, my mind, my consciousness is disappearing.
I'm no longer afraid. It's probably more accurate to say i'm no longer thinking of being afraid.

Yes, i'm no longer thinking, almost.
I have nothing to think about. There's nothing here to look at, to think about. When I tried to think of my memories before i die, it feels so long ago. Like years ago.

How was it again I die? I'm pretty sure it's not of old age. Diseases? Illness? Nah, My body was pretty healthy. The last time I remember getting sick was when I was 14, that's like 7 years ago. Pretty neat huh?

Wait, if i backtracked from there, that means i died around age 21. My memory feels rusty. How long have I been dead for me to even forgot how I die. Can't really tell if it's one day or 100 years has passed since then. No sun, no clock here. But I'm quite confident with my big brain that a considerably long time must've passed for me to forgot it.