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Niall
I step onto the first snow of the year and Shiver in my sweater. Yes, I've come outside but don't get used to it. I want to head back to school feeling the stress of assignments I haven't received yet.
It's been two weeks since the party and since then I've been spending all of my time alone. I don't talk to any of my old friends and honestly I have been starting to get lonely. I almost phoned Zayn because I missed my friends.
I hug the sweater close to my body before taking a deep breath and turning back to walk into the house. I'd like to head to school today but nothing is really working.
I feel my phone buzz in my pocket. I pull it out and read the contact sighing to myself. Harry.
I accept the call and place the device to my ear.
"Niall? You picked up." Harry whispers as I roll my eyes. Is this all this phone call is going to be?
"You have one minute." I speak listening to Harry shuffle on the other end of the call as I pull my sweater over my head.
"I missed you." He admits as I plop myself onto the couch.
"You miss me or you miss taking advantage of me?" I ask listening to Harry suck in a deep breath focusing on recovering from my blow.
"Niall you know it wasn't like that. I'm sorry. I understand that I ruined this, I ruined us and I ruined something important to you. It was stupid." He says staying silent.
"Are you okay? You're not sore anymore right?" He asks as I rub my hand on my forehead.
"You weren't that good Harry. Like I would be sore after two weeks" I say listening to Harry breathing. I'm lying. He was that good. I was sore for a solid eight days.
"You were screaming my name and begging for me Ni. Don't tell me you didn't want it because I know that you did" he says into the receiver making me angry. I know that he's right. I just don't want him to be.
"Is this how it's going to be? You want to call me to apologize but say that I never gave you a choice? Who was drunk Harry? I was, you weren't." I say listening to Harry stay silent. He ignores me and continues with his own topics.
"Look Niall. I used that money and I got you a car. Your mother told me you were looking for one." He says as I stay silent.
"I don't want some car that you paid for with dirty money. I'm not taking anything from you." I spit wanting to hear everything about the car.
"I'll be over in an hour. Get ready, we're going for a ride in your car." He says as I stand up.
"No we're not. You don't get to boss me around and tell me where we're going. You don't get to do that anymore." I say listening to him on the other end of the line.
"I'm sorry." He says softly before I hear him clear his throat
"Then let me drop it off. You don't have to use it but I still want you to have the choice." He says as I stay silent. I would love to say no and get Harry off of my back but for some reason saying no feels wrong.
I know I'll be missing out on something.
A free car
Harry's smile
Harry's laugh.
Harry.
I just don't know if that's enough to look past my humiliation and put myself back into the same position where someone so selfish could hurt me again.
"Okay." I answer softly waiting for Harry to say anything.
"I'll be right there."
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Dont let me go // narry
FanfictionWhen Niall met Harry it wasn't exactly love at first sight. No, it would never have been that easy. Could it have? Niall never messes up. Ever. His only mistakes come and go with the same mess that came into his life. Harry. Harry is the guy that...