A/N: Hi guys! I just want to ask if there's anyone of you who's familiar with Inkitt? Are they legit? Is it good writing a story there?
Anyway, i hope you like this chapter! It was too long so i decided to cut it in two chaps:)
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ELLIE's POV
I chuckled bitterly upon seeing the two of them as searing pain scorched my heart. The woman was hugging Rex and he didn't even do anything to get away from her. In fact, he looked happy seeing her. I clutched my chest as the uncontrolled jealousy and pain rushed throughout my whole system.
Overwhelming jealousy was eating my heart inside and out and I couldn't stop it.
Tears were threatening to well from my eyes but I tried my best to hold back my emotions. I didn't want to cry anymore because of something like this. I haven't totally accepted the fact yet that Rex had an affair with Serena before and now, this again. He's with another woman again...
How many times do I have to feel like this because of his women? Are they really his past flings? What if he haven't cut off his connection with them yet? How many women did he bed aside from Serena anyway? Am I going to feel like this everytime I see him talking to them?
I know that I don't have the right to feel like this considering that I was the one who's being doubtful about his love; that I couldn't accept him yet in my life fully because I just couldn't accept the fact that he had an affair with Serena. But he told me that he loves me and that gives me the right to get jealous because I am still in love with him!
I could see the fondness on Rex's face while hugging her. He was telling her something and she looked happy and excitement was evident on that woman's face. Rex pulled away a little from her and then kissed her forehead. He was staring at her like she's very important to him. Just like the first time that I saw that woman with him, I could tell that she's very important and special to him because of the way he stares at her.
A whimper escaped my lips when I saw him kissed her forehead adoringly like that once again. The tears that I was trying so hard not to fall from my eyes, fell.
When it comes to Rex, my tears are very shallow. They fall easily. I promised myself to stop crying because I've been doing nothing but cry for the past 5 years.
I promised that I should be braver and tough especially that I already have children. I don't want them to see me being weak. Rex has finally returned to us so I didn't have the reason to cry anymore but I couldn't help it because of the unforeseen circumstances just like right now.
I'm not a rock. I have a heart that feels hurt everytime I see him like this with other women. I'm just a woman in love with my querido...
Argh! I can't take it anymore!
I need to end this. I need to clarify what I am really in his life in front of this woman! He kept on telling me how much he loves me but now, I'm seeing him like this with another woman!
I angrily wiped my tears with my hands before I walked towards them with my new found little courage.
I took a deep breath to calm my senses even though it was hard for me to stay calm at this moment. I felt angry, betrayed and other negative feelings that I couldn't describe inside of me.
But then, I could feel the hesitation to clarify about his feelings at the same time. There was also fear that he might choose her over me and our children; that he would have a change hearts and realize that he doesn't love me anymore after all and would leave us for good. No!
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