Don't leave me.

Chapter 5

*1 month later* (sorry, just had to speed the process up a little bit)

Emily's Pov

Today is mine and Alx's one month anniversary. Yeh, time flies by fast. I can't believe how much my life has changed in just one month.

For example, I haven't cut myself in a month so that's an amazing accomplishment. Alx's fans love me and I rarely get hate, sometimes I get asked for an autograph or a picture.

Last but not least, there's Alx. Words can't describe how happy I am with him. He's possibly the most amazing boyfriend ever. I have never been this happy with anyone in my life.

When I'm around Alx, I feel safe and protected. He understands me better than anyone else, and unlike most people, he listens.

I've known since we were little that I didn't need to keep secrets from him. I've always told him the truth and when something goes down, I know he's right there to comfort me.

Let's just say, without him, I wouldn't be who I am today.

Anyways, Alx is taking me out tonight and I have no idea what to wear. I literally went through my entire closet and threw everything on the floor.

I decide to call my best friend, Alyssa, over. When she shows up, she tells me to go to the bathroom and let her work her magic on me.

About 10 minutes later, she walks in handing me some clothes she picked out. I try on 2 of them, which didn't look right, and threw them back at her.

She hands me the 3rd outfit, and let me tell ya, I looked hot. "That's the one." She says to me looking at my black dress with ruffles on the side. (I'm not the type of girl who wears dresses a lot so please bear with me.)

Alyssa curls my hair, applies my makeup, and throws a pair of heels at me.

Once I'm finished, she tells me, "You look hot. He probably won't be able to keep his hands off you." When she says that she winks at me.

I hear a knock at the door, so I grab my stuff since I know it's Alx and walk out. As soon as I open the door, Alyssa comes running up behind me.

"Emily!! Before you go here." She says handing me a box. I look at her confused, but open it anyway. When I do, I see condoms in it.

Alx starts turning red and I yell, "Alyssa!!" But she already ran away from me.

"So, are you ready to go?" Alx asks me. "Yeh, sure let's go." I say. He walks me to his car and opens the door for me.

When Alx gets in, he says to me, "You look really beautiful tonight." "Thanks. You don't look to bad yourself." I say. He smiles and reaches over for my hand. Once he gets ahold of my hand, he sits them in my lap, of course.

After driving for awhile, we finally arrive to our destination. "I probably should've told you I was taking you on a picnic." He says. "It's ok. Isn't this were we went swimming at?" I ask him while he helps me get out of the car.

"Yeh. I thought it would be a better date here than some fancy restaurant." He tells me. "I'm actually glad we didn't go to a fancy restaurant. I don't like expensive places." I say. He grabs my hand, leading me to the river.

When we get there, we eat the food Alx's mom prepared, and when we finish, we just lay back to stare at the stars. "You wanna go swimming?" Alx asks. "Sure." I say. We get up and strip to our undergarments and jump in the water.

Alx splashes me around trying to throw me, but he fails terribly. I go up behind him and jump on his back trying to put him underwater. Well, that didn't work so well.

We go to sit on the edge of the water to dry off for a little bit. I lean over and kiss Alx. I can feel Alx trying not to touch me in the wrong way, but I know I'm ready so I break the kiss and say, "I'm ready."

"Are you sure?" He asks. "I'm positive." I say. Alx picks me up and carries me over to the blanket.

*YA NASTIES!!! I DONT WRITE THAT KIND OF STUFF!!!!!*

Alx lays beside me and says, "You know, even if you wanted to keep your virgintity, I would've loved you the same way I love you now." I nod my head saying, "I was ready. It was with the man I love and I'm glad I let you have it." I say.

We lay there for a while until we decide to go home. Once we put our now dry clothes on, we pick up the picnic basket and blanket. We put it in his trunk and head home.