Don't leave me.

Chapter 42

Alx's Pov

"Well I wish you weren't my wife." I say to Emily. I look at her then walk out. As soon as I step foot out the door and start throwing things.

Why in the world did I say that? I didn't mean it, I was just mad because of what Gabbie did to me and I took my anger out on Emily.

I sit on the bottom step and think about what Gabbie said to me.

*Flashback*

"Hey there Alx." Someone says. I turn to see that it's Gabbie. "What are you doing here?" I ask her. "To talk to you, duh." She says.

"Well I don't want to talk to you good bye." I say walking away. "You may want to listen to me Alx, unless you want that little wife of yours to get hurt." She says and I turn around.

"You keep her out of this." I say. "Well then listen to me." She says. "You and I both know that we like each other more than friends, so why don't you divorce that piece of trash or we can go behind her back?" She says getting all up in my bubble.

"How about you back the hell up and walk away. I love Emily more than you know, she's the most beautiful girl in the world and I wouldn't cheat on her. You need to learn how to be loyal and stop getting involved in other peoples relationships. So I'll say to you again, goodbye." I say to her.

"You'll regret this Alx, one day you'll find out that we were meant to be but don't worry I'll be waiting." She says walking away.

*End of Flashback*

I understand it wasn't something to get mad over, but I did get mad and took it out on Emily.

She probably don't even want to talk to me anymore considering I told her I didn't want her as my wife anymore, which isn't true.

I decide to grow some balls and go talk to her. When I get up there, I see that she fell asleep on the floor in the same spot she was at when I walked out.

I go over and picked her up and laid her on the bed then walked downstairs. When I get downstairs, I head over to the couch and sit down.

I look at the ring on my finger and think about all the promises I made to her. While thinking about it, I start crying.

I feel like a bad person and I know that I don't deserve Emily. She deserves way better than me. I'm just a nobody who should be alone.

I head upstairs and walk into the bathroom. Once I'm in the bathroom, I pull out some razor blades.

I press it to my skin and cut 10 times. After the tenth cut, I feel arms wrap around me. "Alx, please stop." Emily says. I drop the razor and wrap my arms around her and start crying.

"Emily I'm so sorry. I didn't mean anything I said." I say. "It's ok, I forgive you. Just please stop hurting yourself." She says kissing me.

She wraps my arm up and we walk to our bedroom. "Where's Andrew?" I ask. "Alyssa took him out with her." She says. I nod my head and start falling asleep.