Chapter 16

1.1K 52 11
                                    

Emma's POV

David had decided the best thing for me was to let me finish school with my friends instead of moving me away. Although that wasnt the plan at first cause he had decided not to move and just have me come with him. Then he and James saw each other and well one thing lead to another and James said the only reason David is taking me out of town was because he wanted to keep his life and ruin mine. Mainly James kept saying that David was being selfish for moving me away. So he got under David's skin and David decided to keep me here and have himself move instead.

"Okay we are officially moved in." David says.

"Yeah..." I say.

"Em? Whats the matter? You get to stay here with your friends, you dont have to go, and you know your safe with me. So whats wrong?" He asks.

"Well when I thought I was moving away.... I might have kissed Killian and now have been avoiding his calls and texts." I say.

"So isnt he like you boyfriend?" He questions.

"No actually my boyfriend was Neal. Killian and I were only friends and I kissed him and now I dont know how to face him. I want to stay on the team and keep that friendship, but what if thats not what he wants. I dont want to hurt the person who got me safe." I say.

"Well tell him the kiss was meant for a goodbye cause at first I did plan to make you move away. Just say it was a friendship thing away to thank him. Although if you like him and have feelings for him tell him the truth." He says.

I didnt know what to say to that so I just left the house to go for a walk. I then ran right into Killian.

"Oh Hey." Killian says.

"Yeah Hi." I say.

"So you staid or are you packing still?" He asks.

"Im staying." I say.

"Well have you been here for the past week? Cause it was break and we didnt have school and you havent answered me in awhile." He says.

"I had to help David pack up his life for the last two weeks as he moved here. Look Im sorry I have just been so busy, but I'll see you when school starts again." I say.

"Yeah I guess.... Swan we need to talk about before you left. That one small thing thats making this awkward." He says.

"Look I thought I was leaving and it was a spur of the moment. In away it was like a thank you for all you've done for me. So we shouldnt let it phase us. It was just a one time thing." I say.

"Okay a one time thing... I'll see you later then." He says and walked away.

One time thing? A one time thing? What a lie! I wanted more then just that one time. Though I cant its clear that he isnt in the same place I am so me saying that I wanted more with him would ruin everything. We can fix the pieces from the kiss, but telling him my true feelings will ruin it all and I just cant let that happen. Even if I have to love him in secret for the rest of my life thats what I'll do so I dont lose him. I just wish he liked me like I like him. A girl can dream cant she.

She's A GirlWhere stories live. Discover now