"Look it's not like that" I turn to him.
"Well then tell me cause I don't think it's hard to understand, you cheated !"
"Woah woah , were not even together Jack"
"Yeah well tonight on This date I was actually gonna ask you to be my girlfriend tonight Karis"
"Oooooo" I hear from the boys in the back.
He turns to storm off so annoyed with me.
What did I do oh my gosh.
"Jack wait" I stop him.
"What?! He says angrily.
"Your my only ride home" I mumble.
"Just get in the car !" He walks out.
"Well done well fucking done" I roll my eyes at the guys behind me.
They just ruined everything.
And the worst thing about it is that it wasn't even their fault , it was mine for fucking kissing Lamelo.
Literally when I knew I had something good.
***
"Are you just going to ignore me this whole car ride ?"
He just grips the steering wheel aggressively in response.
"Look jack it wasn't like that ok, I'm - I'm sorry Jack I just don-" my sentence cuts off because my tears get the best of me.
What the fuck ughh !
"Jack please oh please just talk to me" I reach for him arms and he shrugs me away.
"I'm sorry" I mumble battling more tears following.
"We're here" He says bluntly as he pulls up to the front of my college.
I open the door ready to leave and I turn back to him.
"Bye"
He just stares forward not even looking at me.
I really messed up big time.
***
Next Day
I cannot believe what happened last night !
Like literally lost Jack last night because of Lamelo.
What happened to it being our little secret?!
Exactly bullshit !
"Look we'll figure this out Karis" Hayley turns me around.
"No no and fucking no Hayley ! I just lost Jack for no god damn reason ! Are you kidding , Lamelo said he would keep it a secret Hayley" I rant to her.
Nobody will honestly know how bad I feel right now.
Was it partly my fault ?
Of course I understand that, but the fact that he didn't hold up his end of the bargain... I don't know what on earth I was thinking.
"Look where are you going ?" She sees me putting on my shoes.
"Going to give him piece of his damn business" I aggressively lace my shoe.
"What does that's even mean" she steps in my way as I try to leave.
"It means I'm going to fucking kill him" I slam the door behind me.
***
On the bus I just think about everything .
Will doing this make the situation any better ?
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Decisions - Melo Ball
FanfictionThe worst thing is when you have to choose between, doing what you love most and being with the person you love the most. I for one had to choose between playing basketball or being with my love Lamelo Ball. And it was the hardest decision I had to...
