(Completed) Jordan Is now has slowly recovered from the effects of the accident they had on tour last year. If he is really going to recover he will need to find that special someone so Jordan is then never alone.
A/n Need to make sure you read book one 'Back to life' before you start to read this one.
Here I am next to four guys who helped turn my life around and through the very hard dark days. I standing on the balcony watching the fans come on board. This cruise is going to be my turning point. To make me happy again. To become Jordan once again. I look over at the guys again, Jon catches my stare. He smiles at me and I smile back. I am single again so maybe I can find that new someone as I turn back to look at fans again. Joe and Donnie come over and grab me to dance with them. We start fooling around like teenagers again.
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This is going to be a great cruise. I am going to enjoy these next four days. As I look back at the fans again I see a girl with strawberry blonde hair standing with her friends waiting to get on the boat with the other fans. I catch her looking straight at me. I smile back at her while my chest has a funny feeling. A feeling I haven't felt in months. Will I see her again.
I have 4 days of the cruise to get through but in the back of my mind is a tour next year. That worries me. I still have problems with fear and anxiety with the band. I need to be able to control it before we go on tour but I still got to get through 4 days of the cruise.
