After Christmas and new year, we started rehearsing for the tour which starts in April but we are starting a little earlier for me. It has been nearly two years since our accident and with my brain injury, I still haven't recovered fully. We are thinking I will never be the same. Hey, I am still Jordan but it's my brain that is not better. It still takes me a while to grip new ideas, new songs and of course new routines. Hey, when did the Nick and Knight tour with my friend, Nick Carter, I could do their 'Larger than life' routine just like that but now I can't even get my own band's routines right.
So because of me, we are trying to stay with the same routines but change it around a bit to keep it fresh. With the extra time will help me get a grip on the new tour routine. Here's to trying anyway. As well as rehearsing we also got to promote our new album, single and of course our tour. The tour starts in Europe this time then goes to Asia, Australia then back to America and Canada. God hope I can keep this up the whole tour as this is a long one.
Well, we are back in the dance studio again like we did when we going through old and new routines last summer to help my memory and my leg. Now my left leg is strapped up around my calf and so is my knee and ankle. Lucky for me at the moment I am wearing tracksuit bottoms with extra bulk on my left leg, I hate to think what will happen when I wear my stage clothes will the support bandages fit underneath. For now, we are just going through the songs and the routines. Later we will put it all together and practice using the stage set. I am not looking forward to that, it makes the tour closer than it is.
"You ready J," Donnie said as I was staring into space, wondering if I am going to cope with all of this.
"Huh". I woke up from my daydream. " I think I am".
"K" Donnie wraps an arm around my shoulders and drags me to the others.
"What shall we do?" replied Joe. They all look at me for the answer. I shrug my shoulders.
"How about just singing the songs this time? See if J remembers".
"Hey!"
"Don't worry, we know you will"
"Everyone thinks so highly of me" I groan. I know I will screw up somewhere.
"Without the help, you had during the show on the cruise". Now I am getting worried. They could tell because I am chewing my bottom lip and nervously running my hand through my hair. I look over at Jon who looks perfectly calm no sign his anxiety problems or panic disorder. Why is it I am the one shaking like a leaf when it's usually him.
"No just singing but in your positions as well," said our choreographer who started to place us in our spots where he thought we should be. He placed Jon and Danny where they normally stand at the sides then placed Joe next to Danny. I started to shake knowing where he is wanting me to go.
"Right Donnie here then you, Jordan here". The others looked at me, I shake my head and stand in between my brother and Donnie.
"No, that's not where I want you for the opening of the tour for one more night".
"He has been feeling a little vulnerable since the accident nearly two years ago" replied Donnie "I will stand in the middle for the opening. We will get him there being confident again".
"It will have to work then. How come nobody warned me?" He replied, "I thought he was doing, what you guys normally do to me and mess around". We get on working on 'one more night'. As there was not any pressure on me I could do it.
As we were rehearsing, everyone was watching me as I was singing my part of One More Night again. There was a smile on my face I started to move with the music. They looked at me confused when I went into My Favorite Girl like we did on the 2017 tour. If I wasn't in the zone I would have seen their mouths drop to the floor with shock as I remembering the last tour. Dirty Dancing was next even with the dirty dancing.
"I think J is back" replied Joe with a smile. As they group hug me. We all crash to the floor laughing at each other. I finally see a bit of myself so my therapist is right just let myself go what can happen. I should just try it. But I have to do this with the stage set later, now that will be my test.
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Never Alone(Sequel to Back to Life)
Fanfiction(Completed) Jordan Is now has slowly recovered from the effects of the accident they had on tour last year. If he is really going to recover he will need to find that special someone so Jordan is then never alone.
