After what happened at the start of the gig at Manchester the guys decided to have a meeting with management or it was the other way around. I don't know who. All I know is that it's about me yet again. The last time we did this was to give me an ultimatum.
'I open the door to the room I was meeting up with you guys. There were all of you looking at me with stern faces. Even my own brother looked like he wanted to deck me too. I am too hung over to care. I don't know how I even got up this early this morning. I normally sleep until afternoon. The more I sleep the more I don't face the day but need the drink to keep the nightmares and pain at bay. I stumble into the room. There were a huge sigh and eye rolling throughout the room.
"Jordan you have a problem. We are all here to help you". I look around this room for this so-called Jordan guy "C'mon be serious Jordan". I glare at Donnie.
"How many more times have I got to tell you that Jordan is no more? I am Jay now". I clench a fist and I shake with anger.
"This is what we need to talk about" replied Jon "Either you are too drunk or extremely pissed off. We can't work with you at the moment".
"You are always at our throats for something. Everything sets you off. We can't deal with the pressure and stress of it. It is really upsetting the balance of the group" replied Danny.
"We don't know which Jordan we get each day. We wonder which one will turn up. Whether it's Drunk Jordan, Angry Jordan or Teary anxious Jordan" said Joe.
"So we have decided to give you an ultimatum. You get help or you are permanently out of the band" said Donnie coldly.
"Is this what you all think?" I demanded. I'm seeing red now "WHATEVER". I walked out and slammed the door.'
I take a deep breath and walk into the room. There were Jon Danny Donnie and Joe sat at a long table in one of the conference rooms in the hotel we were staying in Glasgow. Next to Donnie were files and next to Joe was a laptop. What are they up to? They didn't tell me anything just to turn up or else. In came just after I walked in, was our manager, our tour manager, and someone from our record label.
"What's going on?" as I sat down with Donnie to my right and Jon on my left "Not another ultimatum is it?". I said as I got up to go.
"No" replied Jon, as he pushed me back in my seat "Just sit down, will you and stop worrying its nothing bad".
" We did this to help you. Maybe we should have done this before the tour not during it" replied Donnie not looking at me but across the table. "Following my rant the other night we need to comprise a plan to help J through the tour. It's not fair on him to make him do a show without help when he is still struggling with his anxiety and not to mention his brain injury". I sat there feeling uncomfortable, I pulled my baseball cap down trying not to look at anyone. I know this is not going to turn out well. I am so going to be out on my ass in no time. I know they are not going to help not after threatening to fire me not just from the tour but also from the group. I keep my head down lean back in my chair and fold my arms in front of me. Big mistake as my biceps bulges through my shirt I was wearing. Need to wear baggier shirts again as this one shows my more defined muscles I got now. I hate it. I fidget for a bit and then unfold my arms and place them on the armrests of the chair. Jon glances at me as I fidget about. Now the weather is warmer its harder to hide under clothes like hoodies and jackets. Jon knows that I am getting antsy and fidgety, he places a calm hand on my shoulder I calm down immediately. Only he and our mom can do that as I can do the same to him. I smile back at him. I wasn't paying any attention to what is being said. I zoned out while fidgeting. Someone was talking but I don't know who as I wasn't paying attention.
"J" I got a nudge in the ribs by Donnie.
"Huh!"
"You're zoning out again".
" Sorry" I mumbled "What did I miss?" rubbing my forehead.
"Nothing much yet. Only reviewing your old injuries using your medical files given to me by your doctor".
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Never Alone(Sequel to Back to Life)
Fanfiction(Completed) Jordan Is now has slowly recovered from the effects of the accident they had on tour last year. If he is really going to recover he will need to find that special someone so Jordan is then never alone.
