It's the day after I found her journal and was reading it. Caitlin wasn't happy with me finding it let alone reading it but allowed me to read it because she loves me so. Her words were that it may also help me hearing from a fan's point of view of my struggles on the cruise. I am gonna give her all the journals to read about the accident and my recovery when she comes to Boston. She half tried to find my scrapbook which however is in my suitcase for some reason not sure why though. Someone put it there. From the journal, she cared about me even though she didn't know me. Really was I that bad on the cruise. I must have been. I have been here a week with Caitlin. It's been a day since my confidence grew in the intimacy department. I remember yesterday when I was trying to read her journal without her knowing plus the fun we had. I smile at her sleeping as I remember. I am still feeling the effects of my pneumonia as I still wheeze now and then.
"What are you doing Jordan?".
" Nothing". I hide what I was doing.
"Are you sure?".
" Yep".
She comes over to me and I push whatever was in my hands behind my back and leaned against. Caitlin jumped into me to try and get what I was hiding. But I'm stronger than her. I push her away and I looked at her and grinned.
"What are you hiding?".
" Nothing".
"Come on let me see. Are you writing new songs again?".
" No. I haven't had any inspiration to write since the accident".
"Then what are you hiding" Caitlin tried to grab the cushion behind me "Are you reading a chick-lit".
" No". I was shocked.
"What are you doing?". She went to grab again. But I caught her and tickled her yet again.
" Stop it" Caitlin laughed.
"Nope".
" Really what we're you doing?".
"Nothing". I kissed her instead of tickling her again. Caitlin makes her move when my arms were around her while I was kissing her. She finds it and brought it out.
" You're reading my journal".
"Sorry. I found it and was intrigued into what was in it".
" Jordan, that's private".
"Sorry".
" How much have you read?".
"Cruise X entries" I replied, "Was I that bad?".
"No. But you were quieter than normal".
" Sorry" I went to kiss her again. As I did so she playfully whacked my arm with her journal.
"You might as well read it all".
"Oh goody". I took it from her and carried on reading.
" Do you have anything from your accident I can read?".
"Nope. All at home at Jon's. My youngest, Eric did a scrapbook I think it's at home too" I replied.
"Oh, I'm going to look in your suitcase". She was off.
At the moment we are in bed still and again I'm watching her sleeping. I stroked her face and she smiles in her sleep. I lean over and kiss her on the lips. She moans and slowly wakes up.
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Never Alone(Sequel to Back to Life)
Fanfiction(Completed) Jordan Is now has slowly recovered from the effects of the accident they had on tour last year. If he is really going to recover he will need to find that special someone so Jordan is then never alone.
