Jon: HELP, CAN'T FIND HIM.
Ding
Jon: This is all your fault, Donnie
Ding
Jon: Luckily his car is still here. You are so not out of the woods by a long shot
They all leapt to their feet and separate to go and find me. The only problem is that the warehouse is huge I could be anywhere. They search for an hour and still couldn't find me. It was like I vanished in thin air. They all met up at the main part of the stage.
"Where is he? Where in the hell has he run off to?". Jon glared at Donnie "It's all your fault. If you just left it alone with your joke. If you didn't remove his hat in front of all the fans, he wouldn't have stormed off. And now we don't know where he is and what is his state of mind. You guys do go too far sometimes with your jokes".
"Aren't you overreacting Jon?. He is probably somewhere we haven't checked".
" WHAT YOU THINK I'M OVERREACTING DO YOU?"
"Calm down Jon".
"DON'T YOU TELL ME TO CALM DOWN" he yelled "I can't find my brother, my little brother. He is somewhere here and I know he will be angry the way he stormed off. I don't know what he would do. For all your sakes I hope he hasn't done anything stupid".
"Has anyone tried to call or text him?"
"WHY DIDN'T I THINK OF THAT? Of course, I have left messages and voice messages. Even got his sons to message him".
"We will find him Jon" replied Danny "Why don't we try again? He will turn up when he is ready".
" I am worried this has tipped him over the edge because earlier he was talking about not doing the tour. He is worried about messing up the whole tour for us and the fans because all not remembering things or his leg won't keep up with the dance moves" Jon replied "I am panicking because I can't find him. What if he doesn't want to be found? What if he leaves and never comes back?". Jon went pale as he couldn't breathe. He started to shake and struggle to breathe.
" Jon, you OK?"
"Can't breathe".
" Jon breathe in deep and breathe out slowly. You're having your famous panic attack". Jon glared at Joe. Donnie who normally helps him like his brother does but he didn't want to be too near to Jon at the moment. "That's it keep breathing in deep and breathe out slowly. Fixate on something happy and focus on that". Jon concentrated on Joe and looked into his blue eyes. It had some effect but not anything like his brothers chocolate brown ones. " Any better Jon" he shook his head no. "I will stay here with Jon and you guys go and try again to find J". They all went their separate ways again. They went to different parts of the warehouse through all the offices even back outside and car park. They even checked around the stage. Still no sign of me.
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Ding
Jon: Where are you J?
Ding
Joe: Are you OK?
Ding
D: Look, I'm so sorry I took it too far. Come back.
Ding
Joe: Come back
Ding
Danny: Where are you?
Ding
E: Uncle Jon texted me to see if I could get through to you, Dad. What's going on?
Should have left my phone off. I was not ready to talk to anybody, not my brother not anyone. I am not happy with any of them most of all Donnie. I can't believe he took my hat off during his live feed. I saw what everybody would have seen. I had tried to hide it ever since the bandage came off and at the time my hair was cut so short you see the whole scar. I am sat somewhere where I am hoping would be the last place they would find me. I can't deal with anyone at the moment. I just want to be left alone. I was feeling so angry and annoyed at myself to allow him to do that. Joke or not it wasn't very nice. I sat in my hiding place avoiding everyone for a while. I look at my phone again.
Jon 20 missed calls
Donnie 10 missed calls
Danny 10 missed calls
Joe 15 missed calls 1 NEW VOICEMAIL
Joe: Look J I know you are upset and angry at us. I understand that but Jon is so worried about you. He's having a panic attack. Please come back.
The anger in me wants me to stay where I am hiding but the brother in me wants to find out if Jon is OK. WHAT DO I DO? I AM SO CONFUSED.
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Never Alone(Sequel to Back to Life)
Fanfiction(Completed) Jordan Is now has slowly recovered from the effects of the accident they had on tour last year. If he is really going to recover he will need to find that special someone so Jordan is then never alone.
