Why did they turn off the lights?...
Where am I?
Why can't I move?
Really why can't I?
What's happening to me?
Jon...
Help me, Jon...
Why can't I talk?...
Someone turn the lights off again they are too bright?...
I open my eyes a bit but it's too bright. Before I close my eyes again I try to work out where I am?.
Where am I?
How come I'm in hospital?...
What happened?...
I told Jon I was still in a nightmare.
They found me after our bus accident. I'm back on the bus again. But why is Jon sleeping in the chair next to me? Wasn't he hurt in the crash.
I scream but nothing comes out. I can't move my arms and legs that much but I managed to kick someone next to me as I'm thrashing about trying to get loose from whatever is preventing me from moving.
Why do I feel so cold?...
Am I dead?...
I slowly open my eyes again. The room was so bright. It takes me a while to fully open my eyes. As I slowly wake up I try to move but I can't move. I look down at my body and see that I have been tightly covered in blankets. I still feel cold even covered in blankets. I try to wriggle an arm free. I still can't move or wriggle an arm free. So I give up for a while. I look around the hospital room blinking cos the light is hurting my eyes. I notice Jon in the chair next to me. My youngest son is on my bed right next to me. Note to self must apologise for kicking him earlier. My other son is in another across the room.
Later I manage to get an arm free it was the one with the drip in. I look at it confused then move my hand up to my face where I notice I have an oxygen mask on. I look around the room and see everyone sleeping including my youngest next to me on my bed cuddled into me. What happened? All I remember is running away from the arena, getting drenched and lost, finding myself at a burger bar eating food now I'm in the hospital yet again. The door opens and in walks a nurse. She sees me awake and smiles.
"Monsieur you are awake. How do you feel?".
I got the mask off and tried to talk but nothing came out, not even squeak. My voice is still gone. She notices.
" I will get a doctor to have a look at your throat". She checks all my vitals and checks that I'm warming up. I still feel cold even though my temperature has gone up she says. It's 95.5°f when I came in it was 93°f. "I will also get the doctor to talk you about why you are here".
She went to leave when another voice was talking.
" Jordan you're awake" replied my sleepy brother sitting in the chair next to me. "You scared us by disappearing". He looks at me. " You look exhausted. You should have been more careful J". I glared him. "Cat got your tongue hey J?" He joked. I flipped him the bird. He shook his head. He got up and went to one of my boy's rucksack's for a pad and a pen. When Jon found one he gave it to me. I looked at him confused but then realise its the only way I can communicate.
What happened? I write down
"What do you remember?" I was writing as he was watching. "I see you're writing with your left hand".
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Never Alone(Sequel to Back to Life)
Fanfiction(Completed) Jordan Is now has slowly recovered from the effects of the accident they had on tour last year. If he is really going to recover he will need to find that special someone so Jordan is then never alone.
