(Completed) Jordan Is now has slowly recovered from the effects of the accident they had on tour last year. If he is really going to recover he will need to find that special someone so Jordan is then never alone.
I was freshly showered after the show. I was nervous to start with but when I saw her, Catlin, it somehow disappeared. She made me calm somehow as there was another feeling run through me something I haven't felt in a long time. I looked around the room to see if I can see her. There she was looking a little out of place talking to Jon. I walked over to them.
"Hope you enjoyed the show," I said
"Yeah, I did. Thanks".
"I hope the view from the front was to your liking".
"Tell your friend Jay thanks". Jon looked at me confused but walked off back to the others. I should tell her the truth that it was me along. Then a blonde hangs off my arm muttering my ear something. I feel scared again as I am worried about my scars and that blonde finding the one she is close to the one on my head. I wriggle out of her grip only to find Catlin gone. She must be trying to find Jay. Dammit J uses your head next time. I looked around and couldn't find her. My phone beeped.
C: Where are you, Jay? I thought you said you were friends with the band.
Beep
C: I thought we had a connection
Beep
C: I thought you liked me when you tried to kiss me
Beep
C: where are you?
Now I feel bad, I should have told her from the start who I was and why she found me sitting there.
J: I am just where you left me
Smooth J
C: No you weren't. There was only Jon and Jordan standing next to me. Unless you were behind them.
J: Yeah I was
That will get her to come back here. Then she will find out. Moments later she came back looking around for Jay. I guess she only saw me when I had a hat and sunglasses on. I did keep my hat down so low so she couldn't see me.
C: I don't see you.
I grabbed one of Donnie's hats and put on my head.
J: do you see me now
C: yes
She comes over to me. I smile back at her.
"Hi, Jay". I removed my hat.
"No it's not; its Jordan or J as in the letter J. I lied about my name. I used Jay the name I used while I was recovering. I didn't want you to know it's me"
"Why?"
"I still feel vulnerable and anxious with everything. That's why you found where you did. I nearly couldn't do the show. I ran off before sound check. I wasn't sure if you want to know me for me or the popstar me".
"You were alright doing the show".
"Just alright" She didn't notice I was panicking on stage, shaking and trembling so bad that I had the change microphones. So if she didn't notice then that means nobody did. Phew.
"Yea".
"That was because of you" she looked shocked. "There is something there between us. It calms me. I haven't felt that way in a long time". I step closer to her I am close as I was earlier. I almost can kiss her from the distance I am in but I can't do it. I hesitate to do it that my lips hover near hers so close. I almost run away with panic. Joe notices it and as he is the prankster still to this day. Bursts out into 'kiss the girl'. Donnie joins him.
There you see her
Sitting there across the way
She doesn't get a lot to say
But there's something about her
And you don't know why
But you're dying to try
You wanna kiss the girl
Yes, you want her
Look at her, you know you do
It's possible she wants you, too
There is one way to ask her
It doesn't take a word
Not a single word
Go on and kiss the girl
Sing with me now
Sha-la-la-la-la-la
My, oh, my
Look at the boy too shy
He ain't gonna kiss the girl
Sha-la-la-la-la-la
Ain't that sad
Ain't it shame, too bad
You gonna miss the girl
Now's your moment
Floating in a blue lagoon
Boy, you better do it soon
No time will be better
She doesn't say a word
And she won't say a word
Until you kiss the girl
Sha-la-la-la-la-la
Don't be scared
You got the mood prepared
Go on and kiss the girl
Sha-la-la-la-la-la
Don't stop now
Don't try to hide it how
You wanna kiss the girl
Sha-la-la-la-la-la
Float along
Listen to the song
The song say kiss the girl
Sha-la-la-la-la-la
Music play
Do what the music say
You wanna kiss the girl
You've got to kiss the girl
Why don't you kiss the girl
You gotta kiss
Music play
Do what the music say
You wanna kiss the girl
You've got to kiss the girl
Why don't you kiss the girl
You gotta kiss the girl
Go on and kiss the girl
"How do you know that song, Joe?"
"My little girl loves Disney. Could be worse I could be singing anything from Frozen".
Jon and Danny just look at me. I look down at her and then down at her lips. I move closer than my lips crash into hers. I wrapped my arms around her waist and she wraps hers around my neck playing with my hair. My hands move under her shirt not going far just there on her back. I deepen our kiss and pull her in close. My tongue licks her lips begging for entry. She moans and opens her mouth more to allow my tongue in and play with hers. Somehow I have the confidence to do this. Then there is loud cheer all around. Then I heard a familiar tune of one of my songs O-Face. And I groan at their joke while still kissing Caitlin. I will kill them later, for now, I am a little busy.
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