Alisha pov
we pulled up to Jas house and i got nervous. we got out the car and walked up to the door.
Shad knocked. the door opened and a drunk Jas opened the door. she was skinnier then last time ive seen her.
i pushed her inside the house sittin her on da couch. Shad took the bottle from her.
Jasmine just sat there starrin at me. i tried to hold the tears back but i couldnt. i feel like this whole thing is my fault.
i put my head in my hands as the tears just fell. i felt arms wrap around me from behind me and a head rest on my back.
Jasmine: ur here
i sat back wrappin my arms around her as her head layed on my chest.
Me: im here
Jasmine: im srry
Me: its not ur fault, come on lets get u cleaned up go to ur room and ill meet u up there
she nodded standing up walkin towards the steps. she stopped and turned her head to look at me.
Jasmine: promise me u wont leave me
Me: i promise
that made more tears fall from my eyes. she walked upstairs. i turned to Shad and Jordan.
Shad held his arms out. i wrapped my arms around his waist cryin into his shirt.
Me: i feel like im the one that broked her
Shad: its not ur fault
i cried for alittle while. i backed up whipping my face.
Me: ill call u later
Shad: alright be safe
he kissed my forehead and i gave Jordan a hug as they walked out. i walked up stairs.
i walked in her room to see her sittin on her bed tears runnin down her face. i sat beside her wrappin my arms around her.
Me: why are u cryin Jas?
Jasmine: i heard the door close and i thought u left me
Me: i promised and im not breakin it, ill be rite back dont move.
i walked into her bathroom filling up the tub. memories flooded through my mind of wat happened in this bathroom. i blushed.
when the tub was filled i went and grabbed Jas arm. i heard her wince when we got into the bathroom.
Me: wats wrong?
she had her head down. i grabbed her arm again makin her wince again.
Me: take ur shirt off
she looked at me with fear and regret in her eyes she shook her head.
Me: Jasmine
she took off her shirt when i used her full name. i looked at her arms to see cuts on both of her arms.
Me: why?
Jasmine: i had to take away the pain some how! i lost the love of my life!
Me: im srry
i kissed her even though she has been drinkin. she kissed back wrappin her arms around my waist.
i pulled bck after a few minutes.
Me: now get in the tub.
she smiled strippin and gettin in. i sat on the toilet. she looked at me and pouted.
Jasmine: ur not goin to join?
Me: nope
she stood up closin the curtain and turnin on the shower. i laughed walkin out the bathroom closin the door.
Jasmine: i love you!
Me: i love you too!
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