My Fake Wedding (Nami)

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Absorbed in his own thoughts, Yamato seems to be weighing out Saeki's assessment...

Nagbibiruan silang tatlo, Habang nakatutok ang pansin kay Yamato.

After a while... Nagsalita si Yamato, maingat na pinipili ang mga salita..."Saeki's probably right...."

"My God.... Pwede bang maging tapat ka kahit minsan... " saad ni Saeki.

"Wag ngayon.... Marami akong iniisip... I've been running away from everything... Pero gaya ng sinabi mo.... Kailangan kong harapin ang lahat..."

"You should...." sabi ni kuni.

"But...Not until after tomorrow...." saad ni Yamato.

Saeki : "Tomorrow..?"

Kuni : "Tomorrow's......."

"The anniversay of my mother's death... " sagot nito.

"Oh...." tugon ni Tyron

"You're going again this year, aren't you..? Para bisitahin ang puntod niya...?" tanong ni Kuni.

"Oo... I've never missed an anniversary, not ever since she passed........"  

I'll never her grave and then deal with everything..... If I don't....."

"If you don't, what...? " tanong ulit ni Kuni.

"I won't be able to get her(nami)  face out of my mind..." yamato looks pained.... "Noong nagkaroon kami ng pagtatalo at umalis ako sa bahay...... Nami looked so sad...... Just thinking of her face..... I almost too much for me to bear....." may lungkot sa mga bawat salitang binibitawan nito.

Kuni : "So that's how it is, huh...."

Tyron : "So that's what been bringing you down..."

Saeki : "I guess even totally self centered guys have hearts after all...."

"Shut up.... Get me another beer, would you...?"  utos ni Yamato sa Manager.

"............." Tahimik na inilatag ng manager ang pangalawang baso ni Yamato sa harap nito..

Yamato slam it back..As if swallowing all of his feelings in a single gulp...

Nami's Pov

It's the day after Yamato left the apartment...

Dumating na ang bagong umaga, at hindi man lang ako nakatulog Buong gabi...

Nagpunta ako sa sala, at wala pa si Yamato sa sofa kung saan siya natutulog...

(Nagtatalo kami minsan... Pero ito yung first time na hindi siya umuwi...)

(Galit na galit siguro ito tungkol kahapon...)

Kinuha ko ang aking cellphone at tatawagan siya...

But the cold look he gave me sends ice coursing through my veins, and I stop.....

(Saan siya nagpunta kagabi...?)

(I can't even think of anywhere Yamato would think go ..)

(Nagsasama kami, pero marami pa akong hindi alam tungkol sa kanya...)

Ayoko sa pakiramdam na parang wala akong alam... pero... Wala na akong magagawa tungkol dito..

Kumawala ako ng buntong hininga at nagbihis na para magtrabaho...