My Neighbor Matt Espinosa

Chapter 33

~MATT'S POV~

I'm so relieved March forgave me. I feel like a huge weight has been lifted from my shoulders.

I'll admit, I made a huge mistake. I wouldn't have blamed her if she never spoke to me again.

I didn't sleep at all last night. After the party I went home and laid in my bed, wide awake thinking about how stupid I am. I texted and called her so many times, and when I finally got a response, I literally fell out of my bed. I completely spazzed out and got a face full of carpet.

But now we're here, at my house, alone, watching a movie on the couch. We're both laying down, my arm around her neck, her head on my chest. It feels so perfect.

I'm so tired, but I want to spend time with her so badly, I can't sleep now. Not after she forgave me.

It's about an hour into the movie when my eyes get really heavy and I slowly close them. Only for a few seconds. Then I remember I can't go to sleep and I open them really fast, and see March looking at me.

"Matt, you look tired. Why don't you go to sleep?" she asks.

I groan. "Nooo. I wanna stay awake. With you"

She smiles.

Oh I love her smile... it's so perfect, just like her.

And her eyes... I get lost in them so easily...

"Matt, did you sleep at all last night?" she asks, breaking me out of my thoughts.

"Um.. yeah.. ish."

She gives me a stern look and cocks her head to the side. "Seriously matt, the movie can wait, go to bed."

"Ugh. Only if you come with me..." I say with a smirk.

She rolls her eyes but stands up anyway. She offers her hand and I take it. She attempts to pull me up, but fails as I plop back down on the couch.

"Ugh seriously matt, come on" she says.

I hold out my other hand and she grabs it and this time I help a little so she can actually pull me up.

She leads me to my room, which is kinda funny because it's my house, but I guess it'll be hers too pretty soon for a while.

I pick her up from behind, bridal style.

She screams. "Matt!"

I laugh and throw her on the bed. She lands with another scream. Then I jump on it, making her fly up a little, of course, she wasn't expecting this so she screams again.

"Damn it matt!" she says laughing.

"What?" I ask, turning to face her. And once again I get lost in her eyes.

We just lay like that, staring into each others eyes, until I start to lean in. I kiss her, and it's a passionate kiss. I've missed her lips so much. I can feel her smiling into the kiss, and I do the same.

Maybe she feels the same way.

Maybe she missed my lips as much as I missed hers.

Maybe.

But I seriously doubt it.

I know she loves me, but I know I love her more. I can't live without this girl. I want to call her mine forever. I want her to be mine, and only mine.

She pulls away and smiles at me.

"Can you promise me something?" I ask.

"Depends..." she says, with a bigger smile.

"Promise me you'll be mine forever." I say.

"I promise" she says.

Then she pecks my lips and lays down. I lay down too and wrap my arms around her. She lays her head on my chest, right above my heart, where she always puts it.

This moment is perfect. I smile, and slowly fall asleep with the girl who is mine and will be mine forever.

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