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Chapter 30 - Jungkook

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"(Y/N) it's time to wake up." I heard a soft voice say. It was no longer Hoseok's deep voice I was hearing, but it was now replaced with the soft vocals of the youngest male. As I opened my eyes, I was immediately met with the gaze of pure anxiety which dripped from Jungkook's eyes in the form of his tears.

"Jungkook?" I asked in alarm as I sat up and immediately clasped my hands over his cheeks as I scanned his expression, "what's the matter?"

Immediately the younger male fell into my chest and wailed as his arms grasped tightly around me. As I listened to his desperate sobs I rubbed his back and tried to calm him down as much as I could. I softly shushed him and consoled him as gently as possible. It slowly worked, making Jungkook's grip slightly loosen around my waist as he pulled away.

He sat close to me, not wanting to move away anytime soon. I didn't want to force him to speak but without the powers of mind reading I was in need of the male opening up to me sooner than later.

"What is it sweetie?" I asked him while I held his hands within my own, my thumb rubbing against the back of his hand as I continued to sooth him as best as I could.

"I.." Jungkook croaked out as he swiftly lifted his shirt to his eyes and wiped the stray tears away before letting his hand fall back into my own, "I am scared."

I raised a brow of encouragement before speaking, "scared about what? I can't help you if you don't tell me your reasoning."

Jungkook's eyes were of the pleading sort, but it looked like he was having trouble conjuring which words to spout through his lips. Perhaps he was worried about how I would respond, but I sure as hell was prepared to listen to Jungkook and help him in any way I possibly could.

"I'm scare of what is going to happen.." He croaked out and hung his head, "I need you more then anyone else. If something happens to you then I don't know what I would do with myself. You're my Angel. You're the reason I have found a state of calmness within myself."

My eyelids gently flickered as I listened to him.

"I'm afraid that..if you leave or something happens to you I won't find someone who can look after me the way you do. Even by doing nothing, your very presence is something I can only try and treasure."

"Jungkook that is a lot to say to a girl." I told him as I felt my face growing hotter by the second. Jungkook leant towards me with his eyes half lidded as they gazed upon my lips. I watched as he rolled his lip under his teeth before looking up at me and gently grasped my cheeks in his hands before meeting my eyes.

Longing is the one thing I could read from the reflection.

"Let me kiss you...so if you do leave me I'll be able to say that I kissed an Angel."

My breath hitched in the back of my throat as I felt the gentle graze of Jungkook's lips against my own. A soft and warm feeling that felt so pleasurable that it was sinful. It was a sin that I longed for.

I didn't let him move away, instead I brought him closer to my body and attached my lips to his as if to fit the last piece of a puzzle. Our eyes shut the moment we felt the heat being shared between us, our hands instantly wrapping around each other to bathe in the safety of one another.

He removed his lips from my for a moment only to lay me back down onto the bed, now hovering over me I placed my hands gently to his neck while looking into his eyes and raising my head for his touch once more. Immediately he rested his lips back onto my own and ran his fingers through my hair to drive the passion further.

I felt his chest heaving against mine as we began to deepen our movements. Our lips parted upon instinct and we deepened the kiss we shared. Within moments our tongues were twisting along one another while our hands ran through each other's hair, creating a new sort of atmosphere.

I wanted Jungkook in that moment, and gently pressed my hips into him causing his breath to hitch for a moment before his hand trailed down to my leg and pressed it back down to the mattress.

Leaving my lips, he whispered into my ear ever so softly.

"Angel, I don't want that, not here and especially not now. All I need right now is to stay like this with you. In this moment right now."

Once he had ceased whispering and the tingles had finished trailing across my spine he began to press gentle and soft kisses against my neck. He followed an invisible trail across my neck up across my jaw and back down to my collarbone. All this while gently caressing my hand within his own, as if to bring himself back to reality and to not get carried away.

I enjoyed his soft touches, it was the first time that a man had told me he didn't want me at the present moment. Maybe that was why I felt so calm at that time, so relaxed and happy. Because now I had a choice and I was finally a person again.

Not to mention I was being seen as a person again. A person who was allowed to have a choice and a purpose. I was being treated, not only like a person, but like a human once again and that was the only thing that I could ever have asked for.

Jungkook rested his forehead against my own with a soft smile across his lips.

"I want to stay like this with you..." He whispered to me quietly as he rolled onto his side and curled up to my body, resting his head against my stomach and draping his arms across my torso. I smiled at him contently and ran my hair through his hair softly as I began to gently play with it, quietly enjoying his company.

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