Wicked Games (book one)

12

song for chapter:
the good side - troye sivan
| I got the good side of you |
(highly recommend + put on repeat)

jaylee's pov

throughout this entire school day, I haven't been able to get ethan out of my head. it's like everything I look at, reminds me of him.

I don't know if it's the way he was being gentle with me, or if it was the way he kissed me, but something about it was affecting my heart.

even just reminiscing over what happened is increasing my heart rate, I can feel it.

I've kissed guys before, and I've felt certain ways towards the feeling that the kiss gave me, but nothing compares to ethans...and it was only our first kiss.

well and possibly last, who knows what's going on in his head. that could be the only thing he wanted-to catch me being vulnerable.

that wouldn't explain his blush though, you can't force a blush and have your cheeks turn a shade of pink. or maybe you can, but I just have hope. I don't know.

I guess the only negative side to this is that he knows that he has control over me now, well that and the fact that I'm gonna have to deal with these feelings in front of sammy.

as I waited for the bell to ring dismissing the last class of the day, I felt my phone vibrate.

baby: guess what

after reading his text, a small smile formed onto my lips making my cheekbones become more defined.

me: what?

baby: you have to guess...

me: you're fucking pregnant?

baby: nope

me: ohhh
me: graysons pregnant

baby: very funny

me: okay then what's up?

baby: aight so listen I was in class right?

me: right..

baby: as I was doing my paper I bit onto my bottom lip because I was focused ya know
baby: then out of no where I thought about you

so he thinks about me when he bites his lip? what the fuck? that's sign one, but knowing me, I'm not even gonna end up listening to the signs.

me: how... flattering?

baby: it made me think about this morning
baby: then it made me think more...in depth u could say

what the hell is he even talking about? he's not being clear right now and it's confusing me.

me: hmm how so?

baby: it made me think about you biting my lip or some shit and that's hot as fuck

me: oh is that one of ur many kinks?