Random Shots Basically Sanders sides

Dear Diary... (Sanders Sides)

Keep the smile.
Don't let it fall.
You can't let them in,
You can't let them see.
Keep it all in,
Keep up the act.
The act is easy,
Carefree.
Another smile,
More harmful words,
Blow it off, you can do it.
See, Diary, I can bounce back.
Even when my smile falls if I'm alone,
They won't know.
You're the only one who knows,
My diary.
I know you're a book,
I'm not delusional.
But this is my only way to let it out.
I can't tell the others,
They can never know.
I'm supposed to be happy,
I'm supposed to be able to brush off everything,
I'm supposed to be the star,
The bright light.
But I'm only dull.
The others are so much better.
They're smarter.
They're more relatable.
They're more funny.
...where does this leave me?
Dear Diary, I think I'm done trying,
I think...
I think I'm done.
So Diary...
Thank you for letting me get these down, I am being summoned.
I am forcing a smile, I am fine.
F i n e.
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"Roman, what took you so long?"
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I know, i know. I wanted angst. Dont worry! Though, how long did ut take you to guess correctly? *finger guns*i wanted Roman angst cause Roman has shown how he thinks of himself. So... Im workinv on another, its going slow. Im so lazy. Im so sorry XD