Unfaithful • Jaemin FF

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Jaemin's POV

We both pulled away from the kiss at the same time and look at each other's eyes before Y/N hugged me.

"Jaemin..." She said quietly as she started to cry.

"It's okay..." I said to her as I hug her back.

"I lied, Jaemin. I can't live without you, I still love you..." Y/N admitted.

"I know..." I said to her quietly too.

"Jaemin, no matter how hard I try to resist you, I still can't..." Y/N added as she moved away from and stare at my eyes while I stare at her teary eyes.

"I love you, Jaemin. We both know that but...we can't..." She said to me as she looked down on the floor.

"I'm already with Samuel, I can't break up with him and leave him broken-hearted" She added.

"I understand you and I don't know what to do too, I'm dying to be with you..." I told her.

"I don't want us to let go of each other again..." I added.

I really don't want to let her go

Or let me go...

She loves me...

And I love her...

But Samuel loves her too...

I can't just steal her away from him...

Unless...

"Let's just meet up again..." I said to her and she nodded.

I turned around to see some people entering the hall.

"Next time again, okay?" I said to her and she nodded.

I gave one last peck on the lips before we both separate.

I left the hall room while she continue to admire the paintings on the wall instead of taking pictures of them.

She watched me left as I go straight outside the museum.

Time Skip >

While I'm walking home, I remembered what happened back in the museum.

"I lied, Jaemin. I can't live without you, I still love you..."

"Jaemin, no matter how hard I try to resist you, I still can't..."

I also remembered the kiss.

I smiled at the thought of it.

But it's wrong...

I shouldn't have kissed her...

She already have a boyfriend...

Is this somehow called "cheating"?

Y/N is cheating on Samuel with me...

"Forget it, Jaemin. The important is that you knew that Y/N still loves you..." I said to myself when I come across with my neighbor again.

This time, she's feeding her birds.

"So how's your day at the museum?" Mrs. Kang asked me.

"It's wonderful..." I said to her as I stopped in my tracks.

"I knew it, it's so obvious because of the look on your face" Mrs. Kang told me as she chuckled.

I chuckled too as I glance at my watch.

"Shit- my mom might be looking for me" I said.

"Watch your language, young man..." Mrs. Kang said to me.

"Sorry, it's my first time cussing!" I said to her as I walk back home hurriedly.

Y/N's POV

I walked back home, remembering everything what happened at the museum.

Jaemin kissed me...

I tried to avoid smiling but I can't.

I opened our front door while smiling weirdly when I saw Samuel inside my house.

"Samuel!" I said surprised.

"Y/N, you're back..." He said to me as he smiled.

"Where did you go?" He asked me.

"I went to the museum to work on my photography skills..." I answered him.

"And how did you get in?" I asked him.

"I let him in" My mom shouted from upstairs.

"Can I see the pictures you have taken then?" Samuel asked me.

"Oh...." I said as I took out my broken camera.

"What happened to your camera? Why is it broken?" He asked me curiously as he looks at the broken camera I'm holding.

"I accidentally dropped it on the floor so hard and yeah..." I said to him.

"That's horrible..." He said as he took my broken camera from me and get the memory card.

"I'll buy you a new camera so I can see the photos that you took at the museum, I want to appreciate the beautiful photos my girlfriend have taken..." He said to me as he ilsd cutely.

"B-buy me a new camera? No! That's just a waste of your money- you don't have to..." I told him.

"No, it's okay..." He said to me as he suddenly hug me.

"I'm buying you a new one because I love you..." He said.

His sweet words marked my head as the memories at the museum came back again.

I'm sorry...