„Come on babe, wake up." Lisa said as she covered my face with kisses.
„Not now babe, it's my free day."
„Naaaw pleeaaase, Y/N please pleaaaasee." She begged and started kissing me even more.
I got so annoyed because I told her to stop waking me up when I had a free day so I couldn't hold back but to scream at her.
„LISA STOP IT! I TOLD YOU A MILLION TIMES TO STOP WAKING ME UP WHEN I DON'T HAVE TO. DON'T YOU GET THAT INTO YOUR HEAD." I screamed aggressively and could hear how shocked she was.
She didn't say anything and I could hear her small sobs as she walked outside and closed the door behind her. I did feel a little bit sorry for screaming at her like this but I just wanted to sleep in peace. I could hear her cry even more as she got ready to drive to the company and practice her dancemoves but I tried to ignore it as good as possible.
I finally heard the door closing again and was finally alone at home. Nobody is going to interrupt me.
~ Timeskip 1 hour ~
*ring ring ring*
The sound of my phone causing me to wake up again, I grabbed my phone and could see that it was Lisa's number and just groaned while ignoring the call and placing my phone back onto the night desk, closing my eyes again.
I slept for another 2 hours when I finally got up and decided to take a shower. After I finished I walked back to the room and turned on the TV while laying into the bed again. I started to watch a drama as it got interrupted by an important message from a news show. I groaned because I got annoyed again. I wanted to switch the channel but I got stopped as tears formed in my eyes.
„Lisa from the group Blackpink got into a car accident. The driver and Lisa sadly didn't survive ..."
My tears falling onto the ground and I didn't listen to the show anymore. I was caught up in my own thoughts as I grabbed my phone and looked onto it.
'3 missed calls by Princess❤️'
'1 message by Princess❤️'
My tears falling onto the screen and small sobs escaped my mouth when I tapped onto the notification.
The messenger opened and I couldn't hold back my screams anymore as I read the words she wrote me.
'I'm really sorry for today. Please don't be mad at me, let's go out today and have a good time together. I love you Y/N ❤️'
My heart broke at the last 4 words, my whole world crushed into pieces. My body suddenly felt so empty as I stood up.
„I-I'm sorry Lisa. I..." I fell onto my knees with my hands on the floor. „I shouldn't have said these words to you."
„I can't believe these were the last words you heard of me... I-I'm such a horrible boyfriend, I-I-I...."
Sobs filling the room and the tears wetting the floor as I stood up with weak knees to go into the living room. There was a plate on the living room desk with food on it and a note next to it.
'Sorry for annoying you, hope you will like the breakfast I made you. As you know I'm not really good at cooking haha but I gave my best for you. I love you so much babe. I hope you can forgive me.'
I could tell that she cried while writing this because I could see the dry tear stains on the note.
These words caused my heart to stop beating, I looked onto the heartshaped pancakes she made and cried out loud.
„I SHOULD HAVE WOKEN UP SO YOU WOULDN'T HAVE GONE TO WORK THIS EARLY." I screamed at myself and cried even more.
I was the reason she was sad! I was the reason why she cried! I was the reason why she felt like a bad girlfriend! I WAS THE REASON SHE DIED!
A/N: Does somebody have a tissue? I don't really think that I explained it good enough for you to feel sad but I still hope you like it.
