Love At First Sight❤ |COMPLETE✔|

Chapter 23

I feel tears rolling down my cheeks, they don't realize how much I care for her.. As I blink my eyes, I started to cry, I placed my head at the wall gently as I heard Hoseok voice, worried,
"Namjoon... Why your crying?" He asked as he put his hand on my shoulder.

I pushed it away and got angry as my tears were still rolling down my cheek,
"YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW MUCH I CARE  FOR HER! YOU DON'T EVEN LET ME EXPLAIN, AND IT HURTS MY HEART SEEING HER BROKEN, NOT CARING FOR HERSELF, AND BLAMING HERSELF!!  IF YOU REALLY DO CARE ABOUT HER, WHY CAN'T YOU... Just let me explain!" I cried a lot at the last part and ran upstairs knocking on her door, hoping that she'll open her door..

But she didn't..

I

kneeled down and lay on the floor and cry so much as I can.. I feel bad, guilty, careless... But, I know I'm not careless to her, I know I care about her and I know I loved her... No matter what..

Jimin's POV

"Guys... Look at this video, sended by an army or the whole army" As I pointed at my phone where a strange looking man pushing Jessica to the wall as a thumbnail.

We all watched the video and understand why she kissed Namjoon's cheek, is because, he thought it was his fault, he thought he was too late for saving her, he was worried sick.

"I think,  the reason why she kissed his cheek is because, she doesn't want him to blame himself, she cares about all of us, each of us. We know that she doesn't treat us equally, she still treat us the same way the loving, sweet, caring, funny ways.. " Hoseok bursted it out and put his palms at his face.

"My heartu.."  Hoseok started to mumbled,  Yoongi and Jin gave Hoseok a hug as a sorry for  being rude to Namjoon.. We should've just listen to what Hoseok said earlier other than Min yoongi and seok jin..

Flashback..

"Guys, I'm worried if something might happen" Yoongi broke the silents and scratch the back of his neck. We all nodded and our phone especially mine,  got a notifications. I clicked at it and it was a photo of Jessica kissing Namjoon's cheek. I accidentally clicked screenshot as a panic attack seeing who I loved kissed one of my best friends.

"GUYS, GUYS LOOK AT THIS!" as I panicly showed it to them,  they all gasped, Jungkook refreshed it and all of those hashtags, videos were gone. We were all shocked and upset about Namjoon and Jessica. "Where did it go?!" Jin asked as he scrolled down the twitter, instagram, pages in my account of course.

"Never mind,  I have proof since I was too clumsy and accidentally clicked screenshot when I saw the picture" I told them, with a serious tone and look.

"We should just normally talk to Jessica and Namjoon about it, and it will be settled," Hoseok suggested us but Jin and Yoongi didn't agreed.

"We should throw some punches, kicks and more just to hurt Namjoon like he hurts our hearts" Hoseok didn't agreed and said, "that's a bad idea. It may leads Namjoon and Jessica to sad news mode". I was thinking, it is true, Jessica is that type of person who cries seeing her best friends hurt each other and scared if we/they might seperate forever and leave her.

Namjoon is a type of guy who wants to tell what happens, the truth and explanation. Although, I've never saw him crying in my life before nor the boys too. The others agreed to Yoongi and Jin's plan so we stand at the door for a few hours until they came.

End of Flashback~

I went upstairs to see how is Namjoon and Jessica is, I felt guilty and cold as I saw Namjoon crying in front of Jessica's door room, hoping that she'll open the door. 

" Namjoon... " I Pat his back and tried to comfort him.

"What the hell do you want Jimin... Leave me alone..., " As Namjoon sniffed and sobbed.
"I can't bare to see you crying like this you know.. It's my first time seeing you like this.. Namjoon, come downstairs with us.. We need a.. Short talk just short.." I pat his back again, comfortin him and telling him to come downstairs.

He nodded and stand up,  he wiped his tears. Seeing my hyung's nose is red, eyes swallowed by tears, keeps hiccuping... It hurts me.. And, I know it's my fault.. Wait no, Jessica doesn't like seeing us blaming ourselves, I sighed as I companied sitting next to Namjoon, who's looking down at his tighs.. Probably thinking something..

"Namjoon.. Look.. We're sorry.. We know we made a big mistake, it was rude of us not letting you explain to  what happened.. " Jungkook sighed and put his left hand at his face, massaging his forehead..

Namjoon doesn't talk or reply Jungkook's speech, or may I say,  not forgiving him?  Aissh!  Jimin keep yourself together!

"Namjoon!!  I'm so sorry!  The boys won't listen to what I said, I was suggesting them to just have talk with you but instead, yoongi and jin wanted some, violents stuff, that, and that! I'm so sorry hyung!" Hoseok said and hugs Namjoon