Love At First Sight❤ |COMPLETE✔|

Chapter 52

Jessica's POV
I slowly woke up from my bed as someone pulled me into a hug and I felt a gentle kiss on my forehead. I look up and saw Namjoon with a worried face, I was emotionless because I knew he did that.

It made me feel like I was letting my rage to come later, so I just sit there like a statue with an unreadable expression.

"Jessy you okay?" He asked worriedly. I was angry at him and pushed his arms of my waist and stand up, I grab my pajamas and went inside the bathroom again and close the door. And obv lock it.

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After changing, I got out of the bathroom and saw Namjoon worried and was sitting on the edge of the bed waiting for me. I slightly ignore him and walk past by him, I hang my towel near my closet and got in the bed.

"Babe.. are you mad..?" He wanted to hug me but I jerk his arms off. I was about to cry like I regret ignoring him is because, is my first time doing this, aka ignoring him! He grab my waist harshly and make me turn around, facing to his face.

He looked at my face with a serious one and got on top of my body.

"Fine, i know we just started this relation ship. But, if you won't forgive me, then I'll make  you"

My eyes widened as he harshly put his lips against mine, I wanted to I apologize him for ignoring him even though it was only a few minutes. I was pushing him, but everytime I try to tell him I'm sorry he pushed his lips again.

It was more than 10x I push him and tried to say I'm sorry, he keeps kissing me harshly like there's no tomorrow.

He finally stop and let me breathe.

"Oh, still nothing? Your going to regret" Namjoon said as he take another long breath.

"W-wait.. Y-you... J-just.. Le-let.. Me - br-breathe.. " I keep trynna say 'you kept kissing me so is hard to tell I'm sorry' but instead, I was out of breath so I couldn't say a thing.

"Is this room soundproof?" Namjoon ask in confusion, I only gave him a simple answer by nodding as a 'yes'

A smirk form onto his face and he kissed my neck rougher and harshly. It was now different from the restaurant. I would prefer the way he kiss my neck at the restaurant instead this rougher and is just so harsh.

"N-na- *moan* p-pls *moan* ssstop*moan" I kept moaning by his lips, it got rougher and rougher and he put his 2 fingers inside my mouth. Making me suck it.

I couldn't take it so I yelled, "NAMJOON! LET ME SPEAK " He stop and look at me with a pout, I sat on the bed and take a long breathing.

"I'm sorry"

"That's it?" He ask, expecting me to say something else. He fold his arms and scanned me.

"Fine, I'm sorry okay? I can't even say sorry to you because you were so harsh and rough while kissing me!  I would prefer my original nice Namjoonie! I love you no matter what, I was ignoring you cause' I was so angry at you by making me terrified and expect me to faint! Why your being harsh now?" Tears form onto my eyes, as I blink one time.

Those tears come out, I started to sob and cry. Is because, I know I'm such a sensitive person and I wish and hope the boys notice that.

"I-im sorry.." He gave me a hug and we ended up laying on the bed instead of sitting on the bed. I was laying on his chest, still sobbing.

"I'm sorry Babe.. I got carried away.. I'm so sorry.. I was expecting you to scream and beat me up since I wanna feel your only and one cute hands and kicks that may cause damage to me. But instead, you fell and ended up hitting your head on the closet and fainted. Why you making me weak and guilty when you cry baby girl?"
He whispered into my ears about the last part.

Do I make him guilty if I cry and got hurt? Am I his weakness? Namjoon no, if someone knows your weakness. They may cause harm to me to use me to just damage you. Namjoon, I love you more than myself. I don't care how much a big dummy and pervert you are, as long you have your kind hearted self Namjoon.

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"Why do I have to be your weakness when you can have strength when you see me?"