eyes closed~~rants

this turned into a rant about nudes

yeah just wanna say this is weird but um: trigger warning::::::: nudes and child pornography

i don't know how it got to that honestly^^

this is a common occurrence with me

ranting when there's no wifi

so you're getting that now

i've just got out of school from finding out the cast list for the show we're doing (the greatest showman) and now i'm getting the bus by myself and i'm waiting for it now

in case you wanted to know i'm playing mr carslile

philip's dad

actual proof that i'm daddy material

my gf doesn't class me as such though

sad

but yeah the bus is due for right now and it's not here so we're just gonna carry on

i have a doctor's appointment later as well

for my weird eating problem/disorder/whatever the fuck you wanna call it

all my friends are in an after school club too

so i've just been left

i mean it isn't as bad as last time when i was literally ditched i've done this on my own free will

oh no someone just came over and stared right at my screen

keep your eyes to yourself pervert

tut tut

ah i see a bus ahead it might be mine

pretty sure it is seen as mine's late

brb while i get on the bus skets

i'm back and the bus is absolutely minging

and i mean rank

like there's some dark green goopy shit on the floor in front of my seat

ah the joys of public transportation

this girl is ranting to me about how another girl got a better part than her when she didn't audition but little does she know she auditioned when she wasn't in so?????? stfu you whiney bitch

fuck off there's a guy stinking out the bus with roast chicken crisps and b.o

now he's watching the big bang theory holy fuck he's like 60

i'm in desperate need of a drink i actually can't wait to get off the bus and go to the corner shop

SOMEONE'S LISTENING TO DAME TU COSITA OKAY TIME FOR ME TO ACTUALLY JUMP OUT OF THIS BUS GOODBYE CRUEL WORLD

buses are so much better when your friends are on them

getting the bus on your own is just so depressing i want to end every part of my existence

also snapchat isn't working and my friend told me she put pictures of her rabbit on there and i wanna see cute lil rabbit photos :(((((

it's being slow cause bus wifi is shit

this is like completely off topic but over the last few days i've had people online and irl just randomly flirting with me? and some of the ones online have even went as far as asking for nudes?? so here's a helpful guide for people who don't quite know personal boundaries:

ahem

what to do when you wanna flirt with someone who is 100% in a relationship:

•don't

what to do when you're interested in someone but don't really know them but still feel the need to fill the empty hole in your heart with meaningless masturbation and nudes:

•don't

okay that was my class if you have any questions on when this applies do not ask me you're a sick fuck and i don't want to be in a 5000000 mike radius of you

like i am a child. literally, i am legally a child. i am almost 14. if you want nudes from a 14-year-old then you should be in prison. i don't care how old you are. if you have any traces of nudes on your device that feature an underage child, you have child porn. and you will be put in prison for possession of child porn. and i don't care if you're 11 and she's 15, it's illegal. stop it. that shouldn't even be something going through your head at that age.

"yEaH bUt ThE lEgAl AgE oF cOnSeNt In ThE uK iS 16 sO tEcHnIcAlLy ThEy KnOw WhAt ThEy'Re DoInG"

that's just a fucking excuse

yes, the age of consent is 16 here, but the person in question here is still a minor. they are not an adult. they are under 18. so i wonder what they're called when they're too young to be called adults.

children.

they're called children sandra.

you sick fuck.

ALSO

OH FUCKING ALSO

PEOPLE ARE FLIRTING WITH ME WHO KNOW THAT I AM IN A RELATIONSHIP

STOP THAT

I EXPLICITLY TOLD YOU I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND

S T O P

oh yeah today someone set off the fire alarm in my school on purpose and they've been expelled

i knew both of them as well

i literally watched them do it

and my friend got called in to be like "yeah she did it i saw it happen"

so yeah that was fun

ah my school is always full of surprises

anyways i'm gonna go it's almost my stop and yeah i'd rather be prepared and shit ig idk

so yeah adios

i'll probably update later about how my doctor's appointment went

i hope they send me to an eating disorder clinic

that's how i'm gonna get better

not with b l o o d  t e s t s!!!!!!!!! and the big boi b r e a t h  t e s t s!!!!!!!!!!!!

they're absolutely useless

but anyways

goodbye