i constantly lie to my friends for no good reason
do i want to lie?
not really
do i do it anyway?
of fucking course
i'm faking an illness to get out of a sleepover
and then i'm gonna pretend to feel better so i can go shopping on sunday with them
i just
why am i like this
it's for her birthday and i'm letting her down but social anxiety man
who knew i'd even be anxious around my fucking friends
they're my friends for gods sake
aaaaaaaah
YOU ARE READING
eyes closed~~rants
Randomi like to believe that i've grown up a lot and then someone brings a balloon into the room and everything changes. the seventh book in the thrilling saga of me being an idiot
