eyes closed~~rants

kill me

i am so so so so tempted to tell my friends that i'm sick so i don't have to go out today

like my room is a complete and utter shit tip and my friend is supposed to be coming in here???? yeah no???????

and i'm supposed to be leaving at like 10:15 but it's 9:00 now and that means i have just over an hour to get fuckin ready and then clean my room

i mean my excuse can be that i have a really sore throat (which is true) but then they'll be like "ummm?? and???? that's not an excuse to not get out of your house sweaty bitch"

i was supposed to get earphones today as well so that's the only reason i actually kinda wanna get up

but other than that there is no reason

don't get me wrong i absolutely adore my friends and they're the best thing to ever happen to me

but i'm in a slump right now and just really don't wanna be seen by them

or anyone

ever

yk????????

ugh i'm gonna have to go aren't i