i like to believe that i've grown up a lot and then someone brings a balloon into the room and everything changes.
the seventh book in the thrilling saga of me being an idiot
so the pep talk didn't work and i got into an argument with the same girl i said i was gonna ignore skjsksjsjs
i'm a big dumb but i'm glad i got all of that off of my chest because some of that stuff is stuff i've been holding in for like almost 2 years so it feels like i can finally breathe but at the same time i got sad because she doesn't respect me whatsoever that's always lovely
anyways because i was sad my friend did this
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(before all of that was her version of a pep talk which was far better than the one i came up with lmao but i'm not sharing it cause it's very much personal and it's mine not urs hskshs)
so yeah my head is foggy and i feel like i need to do something to get my mind off of it but like i got nothin to do hskshsks
i'm just gonna do whatever the fuck i feel like if i wanna go take a bath at 12:15am i will if i wanna go try on a bunch of different outfits at 12:15am i will if i wanna draw at 12:15am i will i'm gonna do whatever it takes to be happy because i'm fed up of this
