okay why am i letting myself be beaten up by such a piece of shit
this girl only wants attention
why do i feel like sobbing when she simply says 'i don't care' when i send her something
why should i let her control how i feel
she claims to have "depression" but has never been diagnosed and only claims to be depressed for attention
she is such a piece of shit
one which i wish would just piss off
and leave all of our friends alone
but everyone's too scared to ditch her in case she fucking kills herself
she's threatened it before and we don't want her blood on our hands
so why am i letting this happen
i'm so much better than her
i tried to help her but she didn't want the help
so i should give up on her
i don't care about her and her feelings
respect me and i'll respect you
i'm worth so much more than 'i don't care'
YOU ARE READING
eyes closed~~rants
Rastgelei like to believe that i've grown up a lot and then someone brings a balloon into the room and everything changes. the seventh book in the thrilling saga of me being an idiot
