eyes closed~~rants

i could've died but not really

heyo lads i almost fucking d i e d today
okay that's me being dramatic but i passed out on the bus
technically i could've died if i hit my head hard enough
i did not hit my head hard enough
i am very much still alive

it was fucking embarrassing though
like before getting off the bus i was talking to my friends and i was like "hey i feel like i'm gonna puke"
so they gave me a plastic bag to puke into if i needed to
and like there wasn't much i could do like i needed to eat off the bus to get into school so we stood up and went to the front of the bus
and i was s p r a w l e d out across the front of the bus
like i was leaning against both sides of the bus
i was fucking dying
next thing i know there's a woman shoving a scarf under my head and the bus driver is calling an ambulance

idk how long i was even down for cause like the last thing i remember is the bus moving and me being stood up but when i came to i was on the floor and we were at my bus stop
i don't fuckin know what happened
but like
the ambulance refused to come
gskshsj
like they only really send ambulances out if it's a life or death situation and it really wasn't so my mum had to come and collect me from the bus lmaooo
we went to the hospital
everything is f i n e
they checked my blood sugar which is ow
idk how people who have diabetes can do that everyday like it fuckin hurts and my finger wouldn't stop bleeding for a good five minutes
so yeah everything's fine i get to stay home now uwu
i mean i don't like staying at home but i feel like utter s h i t so i'm not putting myself through that again

okay bye