Always~ r5 fanfic

Chapter 25

Riker reached towards me and pulled me to him smooshing our lips together, frozen in place. Riker pulled away from me. "The reason was you, I really like you Emily." I shoved him off and slammed the door, guilt coursing through my veins. I am the reason millions of r5 family won't get to meet there idols.

Riker lynch kissed me, but it was a kiss that was tainted with the sour effects of guilt. I curled up on my bed and thought through this whole thing. Riker likes me, he sabotaged his own tour to be with me longer, disappointing his fans for me, making them angry at the band for me. I could feel my heart speeding up, I began to tense up and breath faster. I was having a panic attack, no stop it Emily. I imagined myself skating in the sun on a nice beach waves crashing rhythmically. My heart beat slowed and my breathing calmed.

What is this guy doing to me?

Riker's POV

I sat on my bed across the hall, I-I didn't think she'd reject me. I thought she'd melt into the kiss and we'd both say we really like each other. I never imagined her full force slamming the door in my face. I-I thought we had a spark.

I need to think back to what I said, it had to be something I said. She was yelling at me about the bus thing, how horrible it was to do to our fans, then I kissed her and told her she was the reason...ohh......wow I'm slow. She's feeling guilty and mad because I made all of this seem like her fault.

I ran my hands through my hair, I need to do something big for her. But what?