Ashley's P.O.V
I say in the hotel room, looking at the ceiling.
Matt left for the rest of the day and mahogany went with them.
I look over at my phone, Matt hadn't texted me.
I look on twitter. There was so much hate, hate, hate hate.
I'm such a failure, this is why I can't be alone cause I think and thinking is bad. No wonder Matt cheated on me, I'm a mess a failure no one likes me.
I look up at the wall.
Suicide
That's never really crossed my mind, it came up every know and then.
It's for the best, everyone will be happy. I get up and walk around the room.
Kill yourself
Just do it.
Do it.
Do it matt will be happy that your gone.
I look over at the cabinet, and grab and grab a bottle of pills.
I poured them into my hand and looked at them.
"Swallow them" I say.
I keep looking at them.
"Ashley" I say to myself.
I look at the pills in my hand, I move them around.
I put them back In the container and throw it across the room.
"I'm such a coward" I say.
Im just gonna go to sleep.
I curl up into bed.
And fall asleep.
I open my eyes and sit up.
Where am I.
"I see your awake" a man says smiling at me, I look over at Matt he was tied up.
"Matt" I say looking around.
"Know ashley your gonna tell me exactly what happened" he says putting a gun to Matts head.
"What are you talking about" I say.
"If you don't tell me I'm gonna shot your pretty boy" he says, Matt kept looking at me.
"No no don't I have no Idea what your talking about" I say.
"It's okay" Matt says to me.
"Tell me or all sit him" the guys says.
"I don't know okay please don't shot him please" I say my body shaking.
"TELL ME OR HE DIES" the man screams.
"No don't please" I scream looking at Matt, he was shaking.
"You have 20 seconds" he says.
"I don't know please don't hurt him" I say.
"You are willing to lie for this" he says.
"No I have no idea what your talking about" I say I want to cry but I can't Matt might die and it's my fault.
"Yell me or all pull the trigger" he says.
"I don't know" I say.
"Last chance" he says putting the gun closer to his head.
"STOP" I scream.
"Matt" he says.
BAM.
Matts body fell over.
"MATT" I scream.
"Know look what you did" he says.
"MATTHEW" I scream.
"Ashley" Matthews says shaking me.
I open my eyes.
"Matt" I say grabbing his shirt.
"It's okay it's a dream" he says playing with my hair.
"Your okay" I say looking at him.
"Yes I'm fine" he says looking at me.
"Your okay" I say putting my head on his chest.
"I'm sorry, it's okay just a bad dream" he says.
I close my eyes again and listen to Matt talk.
"What happened" he says.
"Um, I woke up in a room with a guy he tied you up and he was gonna kill you unless I told him something but I didn't know what and he shot you" I say.
"Well I'm here so it's okay" he says.
"Okay" I said.
"Go back to bed baby all be right here" he said pulling me closer to him.
"I love you" I said.
"I love you ash" he says and I fall asleep.
