I Need You

16

The week goes by quickly.

Rehearsals were the same everyday:

- Rehearse

-Goof off

-Rehearse

-Goof off

-Eat

-Rehearse

-Go Home

They weren't as strenuous as I thought they were going to be.

Jungkook and I spend as much time alone together as possibe.

Wednesday night, he took me out to eat at his favorite restaurant in Seoul and then he took me sight seeing, even though he is my favorite sight to see ;)

Today is the last day of rehearsals before the concert in Olympic Stadium.

I am singing the same songs as the last concert, except Jungkook and I decided to do a duet to a different song, "2U" by Justin Bieber again:

JK: "No limit in the sky/That I won't fly for ya/No amount of tears in my eyes that I won't cry for ya, oh no/With every breath that I take/I want you to share that air with me/There's no promise that I won't keep/I'll climb a mountain, there's nothing too steep"

Both: "When it comes to you/There's no crime/Let's take both of our souls/And intertwine/When it comes to you/Don't be blind/Watch me speak from my heart/When it comes to you/Comes to you"

JK: "Want you to share that"

Jade: "When it comes to you"

Jade: "Cupid ain't a lie/Arrow got your name on it, oh yeah/Don't miss out on a love/And regret yourself on it, oh/Open up your mind, clear your head/Ain't gotta wake up to an empty bed/Share my life, it's yours to keep/Now that I give you all of me, oh"

Both:"When it comes to you/There's no crime/Let's take both of our souls/And intertwine/When it comes to you/Don't be blind/Watch me speak from my heart/When it comes to you/Comes to you"

JK: "Want you to share that"

Jade: "When it comes to you"

Jk: "Want you to share that"

Both: "When it comes to you/There's no crime/Let's take both of our souls/And intertwine/When it comes to you/Don't be blind/Watch me speak from my heart/When it comes to you/Comes to you."

Jungkook and I like to sing songs as a duet for songs that relate to us together. "Purpose" and "2U", we feel, really expresses us and how we feel towards each other.

It is now an hour until they have to go on stage. I, again, am nervous. I do not understand why I am always so nervous, I mean I've done this 2 times now.

I just finished clothes, hair, and makeup, so I stand up and just run through the moves real quick and what I have to sing for each song. I know it, I just always feel like I don't.

I finish reviewing, so I walk into the boys dressing room. They're all just hanging out eating, of course. I go and sit next to Jungkook on the armrest.

"Guys, I have a question for y'all," I say to all the guys.

"Hmm?" says Jungkook.

"How many concerts did it take for y'all to not be nervous before going on stage?"

"Oh, we still get very nervous before concerts," replies RM.

"Yeah, I usually shake or just stutter a lot," says Jimin.

"Jin usually messes everything up," says J-Hope in a serious tone, even though everyone knows he is joking. Jin does his "I'm not really surprised but I'll act like I am" face and hits J-Hope.

"Haha thanks. Y'all are making me feel better."

Jungkook looks up at me and gives my thigh a quick squeeze of reassurance and a smile.

It is now time for the concert to start. We are backstage and I can hear the girls in the crowd going crazy. I find it funny that they go crazy before anyone is even on stage.

After a few minutes, I give each member a quick little hug as they make their way on stage.

Before Jungkook goes on the other side of the curtain, he looks back at me, winks, and waves, and I do the same back. Then he turns around and goes onto the stage.

The boys perform some of their songs and, of course, they are amazing.

Then, as if the crowd knows I am about to go on, before the boys even say anything, I hear the crowd screaming "Jade! Jade! Jade! Jade!"

"Everyone! Please welcome... Jade!" yells RM.

I run onto stage and the crowd goes wild.

We get right to singing. First "I Need You", then "Fake Love", then "Dope", and then last "Blood Sweat & Tears".

After singing those songs, I stay on stage and talk to the boys for a minute, but then I wave to the audience and exit the stage.

The boys perform some more of their songs. I am eating some Chick-Fil-A when I see the boys exit the stage. That's my cue to go on stage for the duet.

I hear Jungkook's voice speak to the crowd, "Now, I have a duet with Jade everyone."

The crowd screams and I walk back onto stage.

We sit down in the chairs given to us again downstage and begin singing "2U". As we are singing, the whole audience is quiet. They aren't singing at the top of their lungs like they usually do.

I look away from Jungkook for a second and I see everyone in the audience swaying and they have their flashlights on their phones up. What a sight to see.

I look back at Jungkook for the final chorus. We stand up and walk closer together hand in hand.

Both: "When it comes to you/There's no crime/Let's take both of our souls/And intertwine/When it comes to you/Don't be blind/Watch me speak from my heart/When it comes to you/Comes to you."

The song is over and the crowd goes wild. I give Jungkook a long hug and I look out into the crowd. My eyes begin to tear up.

"Ohhh is Jade crying?!" says Jungkook out loud. I playfully slap him. I wipe my eyes and take my microphone to speak.

"I am crying because I am happy to be here. In the middle of the duet, I looked out over the crowd when y'all were silent and you guys were just swaying with your flashlights up. It really t-t-touched me." I cry more. Jungkook pulls me into him kisses my forehead.

"I've only known you ARMY for what? 3 weeks now? But I really do love you guys a lot," I say and the crowd "awwws".

I exit the stage and am embraced by all the members before they enter the stage again.

It is the end of the concert and I make my way on stage for the final bow.

I make the final bow with the rest of the boys and we all head backstage.

Tonight, the guys want to go out to eat, but I ate earlier and I'm not that hungry, so I tell them I'm just going to go back to the BTS house.

"Are you sure?" says Jimin.

"Yeah, I don't really feel like going out and I ate earlier. Plus, I'm really tired. Y'all go ahead though! Don't worry about me," I say giving them a soft smile. They all look at each other as if they are worried about me.

"I'll stay back with you," says Jungkook embracing me from the back.

"No no you go ahead. Don't worry about it."

"No, I'm staying with you," he says. All the guys seem satisfied with that. I guess they just don't want me to be alone.

"Ok. I guess if you really want you," I say looking up at him. He gives me a smile and nods. I shrug to the guys and they all head out to eat.

Jungkook and I get another car and head back to the house.