Being Alone (D. Winchester)

2.15 A Show Kiss

I was standing in front of the pool, looking at the floating unicorn that was in the water. 

Suddenly i heard behind me "so, that's the infamous Dominic"

I just rolled my eyes.  

Dean "well, i guess i don't mean as much as you say i do when he was nearly choking on your tongue back there"

I shook my head, scoffing "Don't be ridiculous"

Dean "then why did you beg him to kiss you?"

Me "better question: why do you care?"

Then i looked at him "i don't mean anything to you. Sam's got more right of jealousy than you, Dean"

Dean shook his head "I'm not jealous"

Me " So what if i begged him to kiss me? hm? what if i slept  100 of guys in that past year? it's none of your business, Dean. It's already killing me that Katherine and Jensen are dating in this fucked up universe "

Dean "right, what do you think about that?"

Me "Well, let's hope Jensen is not an asshole like the character he plays"

He looked down, nodding "i deserved that"

i shook my head "that's not even close to what you deserve"

Dean "Well, I read they're dating since the day they shot the scene were i tortured Alastair"

I nodded "i read that too"

Dean "I've never asked you how you were doing with all that? with us not being together"

I raised an eyebrow at him surprised "do you really care?"

He nodded. 

Me "It's killing me seeing you everyday knowing you're not mine but Lisa's. You used me, okay, i get it. You love her, i get that too. I'm just mad at myself for believing someone could ever fall in love with someone like me"

Dean asked confused "someone like you?"

I sucked in a shaky breath "a half demon. I was dump to ever think you could ever feel something for a half demon like me"

His face softens "Leny-"

I shook my head and raised a hand "don't please. Don't call me that. if there's anything inside of you that cares a tiny bit about me at all, please, please, stop ramming a dagger through my heart like that"

Dean looked down hurt "Len-Elena, listen"

Suddenly a phone rang. 

It was mine. Well, Katherine's. 

I answered it "hello?"

Guy "Katherine, we need you and Jensen on set right now"

I nodded "okay"

Then i hung up. 

Me "We're needed, Jensen"

He raised an eyebrow. 

On set. Night. 

Bob handed Dean and me a script "I'm sorry to call you in this late but we have a scene that needs to be shot"

I nodded "it's okay"

Bob"You have three minutes"

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I walked back on set and into my fake living room. 

Bob "okay, Dean get's jealous of Dominic and wants the truth from Elena. They fight and then its on you two if they make up or not"