Being Alone (D. Winchester)

"And What Did You See, Kevin?"

I was sitting across Kevin while he was eating the salad i had made him.

Kevin nodded "It's a really good Salad"

I nodded "thanks"

Kevin "What is going on between you and him?"

Me "me and who?"

Kevin "you and Dean? are you having problems with each other?2

Me "he has a problem with himself"

Kevin sighed "Elena, you can talk to me"

Me "He's jealous of me and Sam."

He looked at me confused.

i nodded "i know. Every time i tell him nothing happened between me and Sam, it makes his paranoia just worse. "

Kevin looked down at his salad.

I raised an eyebrow "what?"

Kevin shook his head "nothing"

Me "Kevin, do you know something i don't"

Kevin looked down, guilty.

Me "Kevin, you are like a brother to me, please, tell me what you know"

Kevin "Last week, Dean asked me if i had noticed something weird going on between you and Sam when he was dead"

I raised an eyebrow "did he?"

He nodded.

Me "and what did you tell him?"

Kevin looked down.

Me "Kevin, what did you tell Dean?"

Kevin "I told him what i saw "

Me "and what did you see?"

Kevin "that you and Sam got close and then suddenly you separated ways"

I drove a hand through my hair"of course. Thanks for feeding his paranoia"

Kevin shook his head "Elena, you don't understand. "

I looked at him confused.

Kevin "the way he was asking me...it sounded more like he needed me to confirm his thoughts"

Me "So you weren't the one putting those thoughts into his head in the first place"

He shook his head "no i wasn't"

I leaned back in my seat and drove a hand through my hair.

Kevin "can i ask you something? you gotta be honest with me, okay?"

I nodded "okay"

Kevin "did you sleep with Sam?"

I shook my head "no"

Kevin nodded "i hope you lied better to Dean than to me"

I sighed "Kev"

He shook his head "don't worry. It's not on me to tell him"

I nodded "thank you"

He nodded .

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I was looking at Kevin's notes that were glued to the wall.

Then i turned to him "Kev"

He turned to me "yeah?"

Me "i have a question"

He nodded "okay"

Me "Let's say i want to do those trials instead of Sam and Dean, would i be able to do them?"